One of the great joys of Porn addiction is how it ruthlessly takes, but sweetly gives back. Porn infiltrates your mind, burying perverted image after depraved image into your brain - never to be forgotten. Even when you are thinking of something else, suddenly there it is...a pair of bouncing titties, two cocks stuffed in an ass, a mouth overflowing with cum. And then you are thinking of blessed Porn...and it always feels so good to let your mind leave whatever it was doing and drift amongst the twisted, debauchery of your Porn infused brain.

Porn changes your brain chemistry, it changes your mind, it makes you more susceptible to suggestion, more willing to suck a dick, more eager to find nastier, and nastier images...all of which find their way into your head, coming back at any given moment, taking your brain on a trip through sick fucking and soul sucking evil while everyone around you is talking about a project, their friends, their new car, their relationships, the state of your marriage.  

Just today I was eating breakfast out, my afternoon filled with things I needed to get done. And then my big titted, fat assed waitress showed up...and it was done. My mind instantly filled with filth...that beautiful, fucking cunt whore. That Mommy slut bitch. That God damned titty slut. I could hardly eat, my eyes began flitting around the room, raping every woman there, eye fucking them. Each asshole beckoned me to return to Porn. Each pair of titties demanded that I worship Porn. Each cameltoe screamed that I needed to find salvation in Porn. And my cunt Goddess waitress whispered with her every stop at my table..."be Porn, baby. Live Porn, sweetheart. Don't fight the Porn, sweetie. Go home and worship Porn...go home and worship Porn."

I raced home, and here I am, in the Porn where I belong. There was supposed to be some sort of life lived this afternoon...but I'm living the only life that matters...constant, endless, Porn...