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What I Really Need
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I don't think anybody will read this, but I can't get it off my mind. The most consistent fantasy I've had literally my entire life is to be
kidnapped and forced into slavery by a strong Man who knows its my true
purpose in life and that I don't need to have a say in the matter. I get
just get in the way of realizing my own true purpose in life, which is
to serve real men with my entire body. I know its a bizarre thought to
have, but I've always imagined that if some Man who found out the truth
about me (through this blog, say) and kidnapped me to turn me into a
slave in one the stupid situations I put myself in, I would just let it
happen. I would know that my fate had caught up with me. I just hate
myself because I can't make the decision for myself. I really feel like I
need to be forced. I know its awful to think about, and I certainly
don't want to speak for anyone but myself about this, but it always
seemed that if I had to actively seek out my own submission it somehow
made it a sham. My choices shouldn't matter, and I knew from an early
age that this is what I was meant for. I think I've already chosen a
slave's life in some way, and I just feel like I need a real Man to show
me that deep down, this is not actually a "choice" after all. It's just
an expression of my nature that I'm not even active enough to assert
myself. Like I'm so submissive that I just need to be "forced", even
though I would be loving and accepting of every minute of it. I feel so
weird even trying to express it, and if anyone has read this far: thank
you, and I apologize if its too weird or completely wrong-headed.
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Posted on : Jul 23, 2014
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Commented on Jun 19, 2017
If you were my slave I would not have you tattooed but would dress you in high heels, carter belt & stockings under a dress take you to & an adult store lift your dress & ask the sales lady if she had a cock cage small enough to fit my sissy slave.
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Commented on Jul 23, 2014
don't apologize its not weird a lot of men and women would love to be a slave and be forced to do things that deep down they would love to do but can't ask for it
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