I've always loved erotic media since about being 14 years old. Because I was exposed to 2 extremely busty women all through my primary school years (an aunt & my grans friend) who were frequently bathing/changing out of work clothes on days they babysat me when mum was working, my fascination with their very different but equally gorgeous breasts had me turned on by busty women/pornstars even more than most when puberty eventually kicked in. My uncles illegally imported busty-centric porn mag/VHS stash also had me fapping to big boobs at a younger age than most even before my ability to ejaculate semen. 

When other mates from high school were talking about girls at school or hot women they always went on about their gorgeous faces & legs & a desire to see their pussy whereas I was usually the odd one out & went on about their gorgeous faces & a desire to see their gorgeous boobs. 

Very sadly, my best friend of a great many years who was also a major big boob fan died in a tragic accident recently. He was also my longterm porn swap mate.

He was an extrovert/me less so. So he was always great at getting girls to notice us. I was nicer looking than him (he would not've minded me saying that!). Together we were so happy in a very weird'n'quirky but essentially ideal bromance.

Over the years we had accumulated a daft amount of busty media between us/splitting the costs/rip duties.
And aside from our great days or nights spent in mutually viewing/recomending new busty models to look at in the virtual erotic world we were ALSO both in the erotic real world, in a very unique sexually exciting place relathinship wiseThis was because we had a lovely very trusting thing going for many years with my GF & his fiancee were the 4 of us would sometimes have sex with our own partners but in do it in the same room in front of each other on our private little party nights.

When he died in the accident it all fell apart though. My GF & I finished (amicably) & his fiancee still cares/is in touch but ultimately stays away from neck of the woods. We'd also went through a brief phase when having mutual trouble with our GF's of sharing a lovely wee busty escort who we had a great thing going with for a short while.

Now here is the admission bomb:

Firstly I am not gay or even bi curious but we were very used to seeing each other ejaculate. Not in a gay way at all though. This happened because of 2 sexual situations we'd be in.

Firstly , when we used to occasionally have sex with our GF's in the same room, we would sometimes not orgasm inside our women. We also used to sometimes see each other orgasm over the huge lovely boobs of the escort we took a turn each with her or occasionally when having 3-somes with her.

We never however would watch or see each other orgasm when checking out porn together. That is simply far too bisexual (I did stuff like that years ago as a teen at stayovers with guy pal when wanking for the 1st times to porn & although it seemed enjoyable at the time it would not be my thing as a grown man).

We were not therefore what could be call wank or jerk buddies.

Sometimes if a girl we were mutually watching on video made us hard we would admit so & occasionally we would get pretty randy saying what we loved about the model but we did not get the willies out without a real woman or women being involved.

Ultimately I miss:

A/ not having my sexually adventurous GF

B/ not having my fellow voluptuous-loving porn Pal around to swap/watch porn with 

C/ the amazing combination of sexy fun we used to all have, in either collecting/enjoying great busty media as 2 blokes or the fantastic shared energy of the 4 of us together in one room when on certain suitable occasions watching each other being sexy with our lovely busty GF's.

If any blokes or ladies out there are looking for a fellow porn fan or a real life fun seeker then please drop me a note for a wee chat

Thank you & God bless you,

Jo :)