I've just been thinking about what I want/expect out of putting my profile on here.

Mainly through choice, I don't have a lot of friends.  It's a long story, largely to do with my mother being ill and not having 'me time' for many years. I was married once, divorced after violence on his part. He and his pals put me off men for life, I can tell you. 

Had a schoolgirl to young adult girl-girl relationship that was wonderful, until her job took her away from me. I still miss Linda!  We stayed in touch but the spark went when she found a new partner , gosh, that was 30 years ago now. 

I love looking at photos on here, mainly the girls/women. I look but don't touch, I have no need for a new physical relationship as I'm quite happy with my life now and it would take too long to have someone understand my way of life.

I like fantasy and stories. I used to write erotic fiction but lost it all with a computer crash, I just lost the will and time to write more.  I started writing my life story but cannot see it ever being published. I've had quite a torrid life in many ways, abused as a young child, abused as a wife, neglected for a long time and now quite happy with my own company and a box full of toys :-)

I still work as a secretary in a big company. I've dropped my hours a bit and only work 4 days now. and other 3 years and I'll retire on a pension. Yes, I am that old. But, the say you are only as old as you feel and I don't feel old at all.

Maybe that's why I have a need, if I can call it that, to feel appreciarted ? I don't have outright porn pics to put on here but I want to give a bit back for the hours of pelasure I've had here. In doing so I seem to have picked up a few fans, which is lovely. It makes me feel tingly inside that someone has looked. 

If you message me I'll only write back if I like what I see. 3 words messages and pictures of male bits do nothing for me.