When I was younger, at my teenage I was already a pervert. But as I am a female, just an girl then, it was just too much for everyone. My boyfriends, my best friends and to anyone who's saw even a glimpse of it, it was just too much. 

I learned to hide it. I became better and better until even myself could not see it anymore. I had spouses, few even and they thought that they were kinky but they were just boring to me. "a starving man eats what he is given without dreaming anything else" - that seems to be true also for perversion hungry woman. One can stop dreaming so totally that life it self feels meaningless. 

But then something happened. One day last autumn this older guy tried to buy me for as a fake wife (with kids). He needed a family he didn't previously have time for,  purposes were widely explained, but mainly for his job and business reasons. He is kind man but weird man ...and this is not story about him. This is my story. I started to realize what my reality had become just by spending few days with him. I was a victim of others narrow minded view of life and sexuality. To those men in my earlier life I gave thousands of blowjobs, even anal sex even that I don't like to receive it, just give it to males. I was so sure that no man would ever take it, anal sex with strapon from me... I was so wrong. 

One night this strange man, same who tried to buy me earlier, took me at to this one big house kind of middle of nowhere. There were his friends. Couples as strange as he is or I am. They were fascinating people and I loved every second while going crazy sexy and pervert with them during that night. They show'd me that I was not too much, that I was not wrong nor crooked. I was like a fairy tale princess for one night. I became alive. 

Making long story short, he didn't have to buy me, he was capable to take me as he please. But as he is weird and pervert like me (what he didn't know that I was), so he didn't even think that I could be with him any other way than a act, like job to aid my situation then. Upper class single mom without a clue how to get rid of her ex hubby. And there were NO prostitution in that idea, only keeping him company and stand by him in official dress code dinners and other occasions. 

Well all went well, but it took almost a year and during that time he introduced to me this place, Image Fap. Place for all kind of people. Many similar to me ...still so unique ...like me. Now I'm not anymore single, still mother. I'm now opening up as sexual being with him, not only to his sexuality, but to my own. 

Last but not least. I now realize that I have taken care and provided life and quality of life to others by working and helping. I still work and help others but my means and reasons in life have now changed, not to please, to be.