CockDockerX's blog Profile | Galleries | Favorites | Fanbase | Clubs | Comments | Blog Gay. I always knew that I was. But I did have a girlfriend once. And that just confirmed my suspicions. It was a case of thinking I had to be like everyone else and maybe I'd grow into a straight relationship. Luckily her brother made a move on me. And that became my first real relationship. It was such a relief getting out of what I should be and being what I am. So I was wired up from the start as a gay guy. It wasnt a decision but a choice to be who I am. I honestly could not function any other way. I can appreciate good looking women, but that's all. There is no sexual attraction. Just my little addition for the day.      Posted on : Jun 18, 2014     Add Comment CockDockerX Comments: 27 Commented on Jun 18, 2014 Maybe I should also state that I really am no angel. Sex is a hugely important part of my life. And married men are quite a high percentage of my conquests. A few enjoyed as they call it training by me. All say it's better than sex with there wives or partners and I make sure it is too. But I am responsible for making a fair number of married men cocksuckers, and of course popping their cherry. Do I feel guilt? Not at all.   CockDockerX Comments: 27 Commented on Jun 18, 2014 Maybe I should also state that I really am no angel. Sex is a hugely important part of my life. And married men are quite a high percentage of my conquests. A few enjoyed as they call it training by me. All say it's better than sex with there wives or partners and I make sure it is too. But I am responsible for making a fair number of married men cocksuckers, and of course popping their cherry. Do I feel guilt? Not at all.