i have been self training along w/ a Mistress friend that puts me to use from time to time.

If any of my lovley fans would like to help in my training please post your training ideals in my comments.

i have always felt if one was to be a slave one should be able to take 3 key things

1. A hard punishment beating on the ass

2. a good hard ass fucking

3. Deep throat cock and to be throat fucked

i don't know why but it just seemed if one was to be a slave one should be able to do thoes 3 things.

i have become quit familar w/ the first two from my ex. She would cane my ass w/ out mercy then just force her dildo into my ass pussy and fuck me hard. i never could seem to get the last one.i remember back to a night my ex was feeling in a mood to humiliate me and degrade me. She set down in front of me spit on my face and just started bitch slapping the hell out of me. Then after about the 10th hard slap across my face she just said beg me to use you,beg me to punish you,beg me to fuck you,beg to be my sissy slut slave and i did but the slaps continued. A tear formed in my eye about the time she bored of slapping me around then came the very hard kick to my balls that sent me to the floor right where i belong in pain at her feet.

She takes the back of her heel and shoves my head hard into the carpet now listen up slut.

I am sick of you always saying im not degading enough or tough enogh w you so lets fix that right now.

She locks on my hood and first shoves my face in to a dirty ash tray at her feet.

the cane falls hard on my ass lick it clean bitch NOW!

She is beating my little sissy ass as hard as she can over and over as i lick and choke on the nasty ash tray. She just says i'm a nasty little bitch and i am long over do for this.

After she had almost beat me to tears w her cane she stops and says shell we move on slut.

Mistress comes back w a large bowel in hand and a large black cock between her legs.

Mistress set the bowel next to my kneeling bound body and then shoved her big black cock into my mouth.

She was never this brutal before but all i could do was take it and she knew it. Thats when i went from sucking her strap-on to being face fucked by her.She just smiled when she grabbed the back of my head and strated to force her cock down my throat. i started choking that really got her laughing.whats a matter bitch is my cock to big ? You never seam to have problems taking it all in your ass pussy slut but you need to learn to take this. Just one more thrust down my throat and i start to vomit on her cock she just shoves my head over the bowel and when im down she just goes back fucking my throat.

i was so humiliated that i had vomited on her cock and she wasn't going to let me get away w/ it ethier.

She walks back in to the room w a tall glass of her warm piss, hold your head back slut and open wide.

 You know i no longer find you a man but instead a little sissy slut slave that would be happier if i spent the night fucking you w/ that big black dildo .then to make love to me as a man , isn't that true bitch?

i do not answer fast enoungh and reseve 10 stroks from the can across my thighs.

ANSWER ME SLUT

yes Mistress

very well then slut then drink my piss like the sissy slave you are.

That night she made me jack off into my face before she raped my ass on her big black cock