This happened a few weeks ago. Here is my experience exactly how it happened. I tried to make the best story I could out of it. Enjoy, and if you have any questions or comments, please ask or give your input. I was in class and this really attractive girl (Rachel) showed up in a skirt and hosiery. She sat right next to me and then took both of her heels off right in front of me. She was wearing some nice black hosiery and I could tell she had pretty feet.I couldnt help but stare at them. Eventually it got to the point of me just wanting to watch her suffocate. I got really turned on and went straight home. Thats when I decided I was going to go through with it. I was going to attemp to suffocate myself unconscious while alone and completely subdued. I came up with a way to reach black-out during solo-sessions. I did it last night for the first time and everything went ok. But here is what happened. I hurried home and couldnt wait to get started. My girlfriend was at work for the rest of the day and I had the house to myself for several more hours. I went inside and headed right for my duffle bag that holds all of my bondage gear. I changed into some shorts and started getting ready.

I had to do this session out in the garage because the garage door opener was needed for my idea. I put down a blanket on the garage floor to lay on, right underneath the garage door opener up on the ceiling. Now, this is what I put together to make it happen.   Since I was by myself, I needed to come up with a way to pull the plastic bag off my head after going unconscious. I disconnected the garage door from the garage door opener and it was then free to be used to pull the plastic bag off of my head. I tied one end of a length of string to the track of the garage door opener. The other end of the string was attached to the the plastic bag going over my head. I used strips of duct tape and taped the end of the string to the bag. I always use the 2 gallon freezer bags for my breathplay sessions. I came up with the idea to use the garage door opener a little while back and I had even tested it a few times. The next big issue I had was how to engage the garage door opener after going unconscious. I solved this problem by using an electrical timer switch box (any local hardware store has them). The timer switch plugs into the wall and then the appliance (in my case garage door opener), gets plugged into the switch box. The switch box is then programmed to only deliver power starting at the exact time chosen.

It took a few minutes for me to get everything set up, but doing this method is actually really easy. If anyone has any questions on what I have explained so far, feel free to ask.   With everything set up and plugged in its time to move on.Everything I needed was layed out into the blanket on the garage floor. As the time got closer I got more and more aroused and fought to keep myself from blowing my load. It was time to start binding myself and I was only becoming increasingly excited. I always wear hosiery during breathplay and i even had something special to wear. When my ex-wife and I seperated, I managed to take a pair of her nylon trouser socks from her dresser. She used to wear these socks all the time and her feet looked great in them. I pulled her socks up onto my feet and pulled them up to my knees. I stopped for a second and rubbed my feet together. I was enjoying having her hosiery on my feet and they felt amazing. But it was now time to start the real fun. I went ahead and set the timer for the garage door opener for 15 minutes. I wanted to make sure I had plenty of time to bind myself and get the packing tape completely wrapped around the bottom of my face. I wanted to ensure I would not be able to work the raqcuetball out of my mouth. I estimated it would take me  12-13 minutes to apply my bindings and my gag. I estimated that would leave around 2 minutes left on the timer when I bagged up my head. After the 2 minutes were up the bag would be pulled off and I would have air once again. I double checked the timer to ensure it was set for 15 minutes and then tossed it off to the side and out of my way.

I immediately began tightening the straps and I was able to get them so tight that my legs were practically welded together from my feet all the way up to my thighs. I put a belt around my waist and turned over onto my stomach. I ran another strap through my ankles and then ran the strap underneath my waist belt and back through the buckle. I pulled on the end of the belt and tighten it down to bring my feet behind my back. I pulled on the belt with all my strength until every bit of the slack was gone and buckled it down. The bottoms of my feet were almost being pressed into my lower back and I was very affectively hogtied. It was now very difficult to manuever around on the floor and standing on my feet was completely impossible. I wrapped tape around the belt buckle to keep myself from un-doing my hogtie early should I try and back out and seek help.

I forced the blue raquetball passed my front teeth and all the way into my mouth. I grabbed the packing tape, placed the end over my mouth and began to wrap it as tight as I could around my head and over my mouth. After 2 dozen or so loops I was satisfied and cut the roll away. With everything else in place I reached for the plastic bag and the leather collar laying next to me.

. I kind of got scared at this point and hesitated for a second to think about what I was about to do. I was still so aroused that I didnt care and I continued. I pulled the plastic bag down over my head and placed the collar loosely around my neck. I ensured the bag was perfectly placed under the collar and around my neck. I gave the bag one last hard tug down and pulled the collar tight to seal it all up. I checked to ensure the bag was completely sealed up and then reached for the handcuffs.  I closed the first cuff down around my right wrist and brought my hands  behind my back. I placed my left wrist into the second cuff and didnt give myself the chance to turn back. I reached up with right hand and pressed the metal tight around my left wrist. My hands were locked tightly behind my back and there was no going back. 

For the first time ever I was completely helpless to do anything about the bag sealed over my head as I continued to use up all my oxygen. I reached up with my cuffed hands and grabbed onto my feet, feeling the hosiery that I was wearing.  It wasnt long before I could tell my air was starting to getthinner and could feel the discomfort in my chest growing. I wanted to see how much time I still had before my fresh air would come so I rolled to my side to look at the timer and I could not believe what I was seeing.

The timer still read 9 minutes before it was going to engage the door. I had made a huge mistake and bagged myself way to early. I severely underestimated the amount of time i thought it would take to do my bindings and my gag. I began to struggle and pull against my bindings and the handcuffs. But of course it did no good as I had secured myself so that I would not be able to escape. I tried dragging me head against the floor hoping I could get the bag off my head. But it did absolutely no good and my head remained completely sealed up.   I was desperate for help and I began to heavily sob into my gag. Without help from someone else, there was nothing I could do. Then I heard people talking outside on the other side of my garage. It was the woman that lived next door and her gorgeous 18 year old daughter. I could hear them as they walked down their driveway and toward the car. 

They were my only hope at getting rescued and I began to try and scream for help. I tried as hard as I could to yell through my gag but all I could produce was a gargling sound as drool began to shoot out from behind the packing tape wrapped tightly over my mouth. I also began to gag uncontrollably on the sock being pushed further into my throat. All hope faded when I heard both car doors close and the engine start.  They backed out of the driveway and away from me. I reached back up for my feet and grabbed onto them, grasping them tightly.  I knew I was going to black-out any time and the pain in my chest was unbearable. All I thought about was the girl next door and imagined it was her that was laying here on my garage floor suffocating.

I finally feel unconscious and woke up 8 minutes later when the to.er went off. I wiggled around on the garage floor for forever before I finally located the key. I quickly uncuffed myself and unbuckled the strap holding my feet down behind my back. I cut the packing tape away from my face and spit the raquetball from my mouth. I collapsed down onto the blanket and layed on the garage floor for the next half hour. Then I remembered the camera that had recorded everything. I grabbed the camera up and started watching. After watching the video. I went unconscious with 8 minutes left on the timer. I blacked out and my head just dropped face down onto the floor. For 8 minutes in the video I am laying completely motionless with my bagged head resting face down on the garage floor. From the time I went unconscious until the time I woke up, my chest would convulse and try to draw in air.  I also blacked out still holding onto feet and I didnt let go until after regaining consciousness. It was a terrible experience for a few moments but I am very happy I went through with it and I love knowing what it feels like to be helpless and suffocate to death. Thank you Rachel. Had you not showed up to class in your pantyhose and kept your shoes on, I would have never been so tempted to finally go through with this