Someone asked in a comment.

 Laura was my best friend, she isnt entirely like me she doesnt share my condition but she hold's her own. We would party together and find hot guys. She always thinks us two together is safer you see!. The only problem was she insisted she wasnt interested in other girls...  CRY... (Always a problem when I was going to leave with a girl) So for a few year's we would only get to sleep with guys together. If you knew me someone saying they are not willing to give it a go are only making themselves even more attractive to me. 

I fell in love with her and spent the last two year's trying to get her to let me love her. I wanted so much more then just kissing and ... sneaking what I could when she was distracted...;) The way she moan's she giggles she's so soft she's so pretty and she looks so hot in the suit she wears for work!.

A little while ago my persistence  (and maybe a few drinks), finally gave me the chance and my dream's have come true. She's with me living here with me now she's opened up to both sides finally!.  I have someone who understands me who knows what i'm like and can deal with it (oh can she DEAL with it!!). She's not jealous when I bring someone home (nether am I if she does the same). Infact if the person is up for it we have a "sharing" rule. 

So Laura's my lover she's my rock she protects me when my condition makes me go to far and for once in my life I have someone who doesnt mind being repeatedly woken by my needs in the middle of the night!.

Laura is what I call her here, her real name is similar but she would kill me or worse withhold on me for a day or two if I said it.