So I've pretty much given up on manhood, although I still have to present the appearance for the wife. Put on a pink silicone chastity last night before bed and am still wearing it; erections have been of near zero usefulness to me in my life, so down the hatch. Spent most of the night horny and restless because of it, tho. Sleeping separately from the wife this week because she has the flu. Woke up at 3 am, gave myself a quick enema, then stuffed all 5 balls of the Master Series Black Baller Large up me after a couple of tries, followed up with a prostate tickle with a Vixen Creations 7", then fisted myself with either hand, by which time the chastity was dripping with prostate fluid. Cleaned up and tried to go back to sleep.

Didn't work; still too wound up. Massaged my prostate some more with my thumb in bed, then fucked myself soundly with the bedside water bottle until I was tired enough to sleep.

Still wearing the chastity. I get used to it a little more, may try wearing it with a plug harness to work!