Yes, I might just shoot myself. The recently found thrill of being able to jack off has gone as quick as it came and would never replace all the years of normalcy I missed out on anyways. I still remeber it like it was yesterday when that mean old bitch ripped every shred of dignity from my soul forever. Thinking bac I'm not sure that I giggle any louder than the girls but fo whatever reason when she looked up she looked right at me. I'll never forget her voice when she said that wasn't funny either after she made  me pull my pants down. I heard the paddle being set on the desk. A chill went down my spine when I felt her grab my undies and pull them down to my ankles. Ther I stood in front of the class naked from the waist down bent over hands on knees no way to hide.

I guess I cant blam the girls for laughing. My litte dick was probablly about the size of a thimble and after a few whacks and it got hard like maybe a small skinny baby carrot. Thinking back I can only think of one girl who moved away the rest of them were in my school through high school. They talked about it to cause every girl in town knows what happenenned taht day!!

So, what do I have to live for!?