Remember back in the day when you went to "dirty book stores' to get action? I was 19 years old,and very sexually confused.By this time I had only had "regular" sex with only one girl,yet I had sex with 2 other guys.I was ashamed for some reason.I should have been having sex with other girls like my friends.I couldn't help it that my mind would wander late at night while I masturbated in my bedroom about having sex with other men.Even more disturbing was while masturbating,I often looked at naked pictures of black men having sex with white girls,and wishing I was the white girl in the pictures.This guilt went on for most of my teen years.

It wasn't until I was 18,and going to adult book stores with my other guy friiends that I found out about another lifestyle.I saw some local ads in these magazines about places you could go,gay,straight,swingers,etc.One was a local Gay Bar,about two towns over.One Saturday night,bored and horny,I decided to go there.I actually had to down some shots of booze while I got ready to get my courage up,even making sure my ass was "clean",just in case I got some action. I arrived at the bar about 11 pm.The guy at the door looked me up and down while I showed him my ID.He gave me a smirk and said "Good Luck"I entered and it was not what I expected.I thought I would see mostly femmy-looking guys,but this bar was all macho looking guys.I timidly went to the bar and ordered a beer and looked around.I took a few sips of my beer and figured I'd finish it and leave.Just then,a deep voice behind me said "How you doing?" I turned around,and there stood a large black man.I blurted out."Uh,good." "First time here,I'm supposing?" he asked.I nodded and suddenly felt myself going into a panic.What the hell was I doing here? I took a few swigs of my beer."You nervous?" he asked. I took a deep breath and said "Yeah"He laughed and told me to have another drink to loosen up.He suggested we go into the back to talk,to relax me.For some reason,I nodded and thought it was agood idea.Turns out "the back" was a private room where gay men went who were bar patrons to have sex.Duh,right?My head was spinning.I couldn't believe I was actually agreeing to this,but my cock was rock-hard in my jeans.He led me to the room,and I couldn't help notice the smile on the other bar patrons faces as I followed him.Once inside the room,again my hair stood up straight when I heard him bolt the door behind him.He didn't waste any time. "Strip" was all he said. I said "What?" and all he said was "Strip" again.I started taking off my clothes.He stepped out of his jeans as I stripped,exposing a beautiful black dick that had to be at least 9 inches long.When I was completely naked he looked me up and down and nodded his approval."On your knees" was all he said.I dropped down,and immediatley his dick was in my mouth.I struggled at first,I had never had a dick this big in my mouth before!But,I soon got the hang of it,and he must have approved.He held my head as he fucked my mouth slowly,telling me exactly what to do.He really liked it when I ran my tongue from his balls right up to the tip.I remember him calling me "bitch" alot while I worked my mouth up and down his black cock..He grabbed my hair and moved my head up to his chest,making me lick the sweat from his brown skin and made sure that I sucked both of his nipples.He then turned me around and forced me to the ground."Here" was all he said when he put a jar of vaseline in my hand.I immediatley opened the jar and dabbed some out to apply to my asshloe.He was leaning back on his heels lubing up his big black dick,all the while watching me fingure my own asshole.He was gentle at first,but he was so big I actually struggled getting him into my ass."Don't you want to be fucked,faggot"" he asked.I moaned a yes as I applied more lube to my ass.This time he pushed in with no problem,and I have to be honest,I passed aout for a few seconds.When I came to he was fucking me hard.He even pushed me down flat,got up on his toes and started to pile-drive me.I couldn't even jerk my own dick,he was fucking me so hard.It only took a few minutes,with him jamming into my ass,he finally came.After he caught his breath and withdrew his cock from my ass,I lay ther limp.He moved in front of me and wiped his cock all over my face and through my hair before telling me to get dressed.

As I got dressed and cleaned myself up he told me I was good,and he was looking for a regular boy.Was I interested in meeting on a regular basis? Of course I nodded yes. He said "Okay.You passed the first Test."

To Be Continued.............