it started the day musing on wakening of a kept pigslave life, waiting for the hour to be reached and have contact with it's Controller, Maso.  Each morning it waits anxiously for Her communications, directions, to feel Her ever more control of it.  pigslave, in it's process of being developed, changed to what it is meant to be, makes errors, mistakes.  And Maso has been increasingly punishing. it must whack it's bound gland sac with the cane the number of times directed by Maso.  However, more excruciating pain is applied with the alligator clamps it must attach to it's animal slave nipples.  it as begged, but now understands it must take the pain for the amusement, entertainment values in satisfying Sir, Slave Tina and Maso. it had to hit the animal gland 60 times and had the clamps on for what seemed a never ending time, watering it's eyes.  With such intrinsic value in being a true animal pigslave, it does for sure appreciate the direction, the changes in it's life, the punishing which Sir, Slave Tina and Maso administer,  it is fitting for it's development as an animal slave. pigslave tammi feels the changing in it's mind, thoughts and behaviors.  In a family oriented conversation, pigslave  related to itself as 'it'...to which the family member replied in surprise, "what"?  A feeling of pride flowed through it, like cum from a supreme cock, it realized it's thought process was indeed being altered!  it immediately had such warm thoughts of Maso for what occurred, this was from Her invested time and efforts in working it into a animal slave life!  And pigslave sure shared this event with Her.  As it's animal training involves only using the piss bucket and liter box, it was so aroused when instructed by Maso to stick it's pig face down into the bucket. it found that the awesome perfume of ripening urine filled it's animal senses....this certainly  aroused pigslave, and again, felt pride in becoming what it is meant to be.  it's piss bucket is half full...it is a feminine sissy, a very dirty bi slut and has always been private, adult environment, on occasions semi-public.  it did under Maso's direction, go to HD as a dressed sissy and it took pictures, outside and in the store.  Now it has been directed to wear a mini skirt, fully dressed, madeup and go into HD or another store and buy a larger piss bucket....this is sure pushing it out!  it is attempting to arrange with a Cd friend, to take it's pictures in the store. Today, it was punished for thinking as a human, and sure learned it must always address it's needs with Maso before acting. The clamps have caused it's nipples to hurt now all the time.  it has an MD checkup, and without asking permission, did remove the chastity and twine binding of it's animal gland sac.  pigslave has learned from Maso, how it has no rights to think in human ways, but now always query Her first.  The strength of this control caused it's piggy clit to drip, it felt Her power, and the diminishment of it's!  As it must be, and stay. Maso has been most tolerant of it's work schedule impacting the animal slave training, mentoring, and it feels poorly when working, that it's work is not true slavery. Returning from work brings on the warm anxious cravings to connect with Maso as each new day does...this is one so grateful animal pigslave in training!