I took today off. Tomorrow is a holiday here anyway so I didn't see much point in going to work for one day :P

I've had a couple of days now to reflect on what I did Saturday. All in all, I loved it. But where do I go from here? Thats the disapointing part. I'm not sure how to top it. I can do it again, sure. And I already plan to. With some changes (will talk about that in a min or two). The person that I am loves new things, and although being gang fucked is very much not old and boring, I can already say "been there, done that."

All or at least most of my other fantasies are borderline illegal lol. I'm not making that step.

Anyways. Something I never realized about boys, you all cum less and less every time. How long does it take you all to build back up to a full load of cum?? When we first started the other nite, every time one of them would cum in my mouth or on me it was A LOT! I even lost a little now and then just because its hard to swallow so much at once. By the time it was over I'd only get a little drop or two each time. Barely enough to wet my lips. What is it that makes it shoot so far too? Some guys could be between my legs and the stuff would still land on my tits or face. Others needed to have their cocks right over my mouth. If I could find a job where all I was required to do for 8 hours was lay back and swallow. I'd be one happy girl.

Any rich guys out there want to hire me?? Preferably with a large family, mostly boys! :P Theres a new fantasy. Hmmmm I wonder if one of the guys that was there Saturday could speak to his father for me. I think it'd be cool to suck both of them off at the same time.

But ya, thats got me thinking now. Single father, 2 or 3 sons... My job is to just hang around the house and be the family cocksucker on duty.

Do you notice I go from one thing to the other. A couple days ago I was totally sprung on the idea of some teenage girlie going down on me. Now all I want to do is be face fucked. I wonder what I'll be into tomorrow?

I've got a message or two so far from chicks here, calling me a slut or tramp or sleeze or all of the above. Telling me that I don't mean a thing to those guys, all they did was use me. Heres a new flash for you prude bitches out there... I know what I did. I don't fuck for respect. I fuck for fun. Try it sometime! Any girl reading this knows that its true when I say we could have anyone we want.

Sorry guys, its true. You're pretty much all run by your penises :P And you know as well as I do you'd fuck anything with two legs and a pussy. (within reason of course). That fat girl from Good Luck Chuck would be an exception. EWWWWWWWWWW.

Anyways, so what I did has nothing to do with my self esteem. I love myself (daily LOL). I'm not doing this due to abuse or anything like that. I had a great childhood I think, I was never "that hot chick" in HS. I was the sorta geeky one thats actually kinda hot. I am educated, I can spell and speak in full english sentences, with punctuation! Even tho sumtimes I choose not 2.

Sex to me has nothing to do with feelings. Most of the time (ya, I have "made love" before and that's totally different). Sex is about the act. Orgasm feels really really good. I want to have one as often as I possibly can. I had quite a few Saturday. Until I got totally numb down there that is.

SO again all you bitches out there.... Don't knock it until you try it. It's you all that are fucking for the wrong reasons. Not this girl! Boys, if she won't suck your dick because its "demeaning".. Stop licking that pussy! No more sucking nipples either. Just plain old vanilla sex. Get it hard. Stick it in. Move it around. Get off. Roll over and go to sleep. Sooner or later maybe she'll loosen up some :P

 ciao baby!