Hello all Master and Slaves 

Today I am writing a blog because I need to a write an apology to Master Tom. I failed to show up for our first meet. I am totally aware this is very wrong of me. I am aware that I will end up recieving a great punishment for my actions. Which I deserve completely. I have purchased the white briefs Master instructed me too. The main reason I did not meet Master Tom is becausse I do not feel worthy enough for him. I am perthetic and can not understand why such a great man like Master Tom would bother with such a worthless bitch like me. I love being in touch with Master. When i recieve a text from him i feel as i have worth. I also masturbated with out first seeking the permission of Master. i keep letting him down and unsure why he still bothers with me. I keep thinking he could find a slave more worthy of his time. But maybe he wants to train me, mould me into his perfect little whore piggy slut. Because i am in my raw state and have not got set ideas, maybe i am easier to train and mould. I feel at times not feeling worthy enough for Master is normal after all if i felt worthy I would be thinking to highly of myself. Master Tom seems very kinky minded so I believe what ever punishment i am to have inflicted upon me, will be extremly well thought out and also satisfying for Master. I am extrememly nervous about meeting such a special/great Master. I cannot wait to feel his  hands on my body and feeling his body when i am allowed to touch his. I have been told are meetings will not be just of a sexual nature. I will be used to serve him as a house boi also. Humiliation will be also inflicted upon me as Master wishes. When chatting to other Master in past they always ask what humiliation I like. I always find this funny thing to ask. If i like it then it is not humiliating. Some may wonder why I would let a Master humiliate me. Reason is simple. It is a show of my willingness to submit to him and his willingness to completely control me. Strangely a lot of so called Master are uncomfy with using their slaves for humiliation. These Master have never been of interest to me. If I am going to serve a Master then i expect him to want me to deal with what ever he wants to put me through(with in limits that can expand over time of course.)I consider Master who avoid more extrme types of play/humiliation to be just playing at the role of Master and all they want is a quick BJ.

Anyway all I am off. Sorry again Master Tom. I am very nervous about our meet and hope I can prove my worthyness to you.

I would like other people who have read this to coment and also if you have any ideas on how I could be used, give detials and Master Tom could tkae picture of me carring out these ideas then I can post pictures on here for you to wank over. I would include your profile name in the name of the gallier, so every one will see it was you kinky idea.

Many thanks for reading.

Oralslut27