Here are a few days of my life. They are like all the days of my life, always filled with cock and cum.

I am still at one of my favourite places, Basic Plumbing, a men’s club in Seattle that is very special to me. I also spend a lot of time at Steamworks. I am at BP or Steamworks every day. I thought I'd take a break and write to you. I've been here a couple of hours already, and I haven't stopped sucking cock, licking assholes, drinking pee, and getting fucked. There are five or six computers here so guys can arrange for meetings and respond to ads. I am totally naked. It has been another full day of sucking and fucking, but since I've been here I've sucked at least 30 guys, mostly at the gloryholes, and I've been fucked at least 25 times. I love sucking anonymous cock; so the gloryholes are perfect. Men's whole bodies are great, of course, but it's also nice just to suck a lot of cock and eat a lot of cum without even thinking about the rest. Most of the time I'm sucking cock I'm also being fucked by other men. That’s why I get naked when I come here. I want men to be able to fondle my ass and fuck me while I am sucking other men. Many of the gloryholes are also low enough that I can put those dicks inside me after I've sucked them for a while. There is always that pleasant surprise when I put a big anonymous dick inside my already sopping wet hole. The men love it, and so do I. It is thrilling to suck the cocks of total strangers, and to have them cum in my mouth. It is even more thrilling to have them fuck me, shooting all that strange cum deep inside my asshole.

I am sitting on a towel, because I'm bursting with cum. There is raw gay porn on video screens all around me, and all around me men are sucking cock and getting fucked. If I can't resist a cock or an ass as it walks by, I might have to take a little break from this message to you. Right next to me now there is a man bent over sucking another man. His gorgeous ass is in the air begging to be licked. Just a few minutes, Bob…

That was yummy. I licked and tongued him 'til he turned around and came in my mouth. We kissed, and then I sat down on the dick he was sucking. I think that man was a little bit drunk, but he came inside me anyway.

I wanted to tell you about a couple of interesting experiences I had today. They're kind of unusual, and I think that they may excite you. Whatever I can do to encourage you to get hard and to cum makes me happy. When I leave here tonight, I'm going to have company; so I won't be able to write. I've already been in a private room with three big black men with enormous cocks. I prefer to get fucked out in the open for other men to see, but these men had a room, and I wasn't going to refuse them. They all took turns fucking me while I sucked the others. They fucked me one at a time and together, two cocks inside me, two cocks cumming inside me, at the same time. I love double penetration. I can take it with ease. I love to have my hole stretched to the max. At least one of these men will be going home with me tonight, maybe all three.

This afternoon, I went to see a regular lover of mine. I see him at least once a week. He's married, but for a long time now I have been sucking his cock, licking his asshole, and thoroughly enjoying his fucking me. Today is his sixtieth birthday. He's in good shape for his age, and he also uses viagra to give him stamina. Every time we meet, he cums in my ass first, and then in my mouth. Today he planned something special. It was going to be a surprise; so he didn't tell me any of the details.

I drove to his neighbourhood and parked, and when I was walking to his house I met a very attractive young black man out walking a small dog, a chihuahua. I said hello, and he responded in very friendly fashion. He looked and sounded gay, and I immediately wanted to make love to him. I told him so, and he came up to me and kissed me. I reached down and felt his nice cock through his pants. I felt his ass. We continued to kiss. I asked him if he lived in the neighbourhood, and he said that he was just visiting a friend. The dog was his friend's. There were actually two other friends visiting, too. He asked me if I was gay, and I assured him that I was. I told him that I was on my way to another appointment just down the street, but that I would love to stop by afterwards. We walked back to his friend's place, and agreed to meet later. Before I left him, right in front of his friend's house, I undid his zipper, and put my hand down inside his pants, grabbing for his cock. We kissed, and I fondled his cock 'til it got hard. I also undid my pants, and put his hand around my ass. His fingers went immediately into my wet gaping hole. I told him that I had been sucking cock and getting fucked all day, and that I was going down the street to do more of the same. He assured me that he and his friends would be waiting for me when I was done.

 When I got to Andrew's place, I was surprised to find two women there. One was older, one quite a bit younger. He introduced them as his wife and step-daughter. I was a little bit uneasy. I knew that Andrew was married, but I never thought that I would meet his wife, let alone his daughter. Andrew told me that everything was fine. I wanted to suck his cock. I wanted him to fuck me, to cum inside me. He poured everyone else some wine, and I had tonic water. Again, to my surprise, he asked me to tell his wife and step-daughter a little bit about myself. He told me to be perfectly honest, that he had some confessions to make, too. I didn't hold back. I said that I was gay, and had been all my life. I admitted that I lived for cock and cum. I confessed that Andrew and I had been lovers for a long time. I talked about my father, and some of the other men who had fucked me growing up. I told them that I loved Andrew's cock, and that I would like to continue to meet with him regularly. I am proud to be gay. I am proud that I suck cock and get fucked all day. Andrew's wife and daughter listened attentively. They even began to squirm a little bit, and I could smell their vaginas getting moist.

When I was done with my little introduction, Andrew came over to me and put his arm on my shoulder. Without hesitation, I undid his pants and took out his cock. I started sucking it, savouring it. I also sucked his balls. I wasn't paying any attention to the women. I was just enjoying that nice dick in my mouth. Andrew put his hands on my head and pushed me gently into his cock. I sucked and sucked. Then Andrew began his confession. He was bi-sexual. He had been having sex with men for years. He had also been having sex with his step-daughter for years. I knew about the men. I did not know about his daughter. I paused a moment and looked at his wife. She was calm, as if she had known all along. To everyone's surprise, she reached over and began stroking her daughter’s pussy through her pants. She began kissing her daughter on the mouth. Her daughter didn't resist. She returned the caresses and the kisses. Then the clothes were thrown off, and the women were naked. The daughter joined me in sucking Andrew's cock. Her mother, Andrew's wife, left the room a moment, and came back with a big strap-on dick. Andrew's daughter and I had pulled his pants and underwear off, and I had also gotten undressed. Andrew's wife felt my wet asshole, and then shoved her strap-on dick deep inside me. As she fucked me, her big tits bounced up and down, and she sighed with pleasure. After a while of that, I needed a real cock inside me. I asked Andrew to fuck and to cum inside me. While he was fucking me, his wife fucked her daughter with the strap-on. Andrew came inside me, and I continued to work his cock, balls, and ass 'til he got hard again. I knew that he wanted to, so I put his dick inside his daughter. While they fucked, I kissed his wife, and let her suck my dick. My dick is small, but I cum pretty big. I came in her mouth, and then let her eat more cum out of my ass. She was ecstatic. As she ate my ass, I licked and sucked her pussy. She came and came. Meanwhile, Andrew was cumming inside his daughter's pussy. After Andrew had cum inside his daughter, I asked her to sit on my face so I could eat the cum from her pussy. I also asked her to pee in my mouth. Her mother then took her turn squatting over me and peeing. I knew that I couldn't get more cum out of Andrew, but I wanted his pee, too.

When it was all over, Andrew's wife and daughter gave their confessions. They were also both bi-sexual. The wife had had several long-term female lovers, and the daughter, too. They had never had sex together but had always wanted to. The daughter also admitted to having sex with her step-father on a regular basis for many years, but said she had also had many other male lovers. The wife said that she had known about her husband for a long time. She said that it excited her to know that her husband was fucking other men. It even excited her to know that he was fucking her daughter. She said she was a slut at heart. The daughter also said that she was a slut. I topped it off by telling a little more about how I spent my days as total cum pig. I told them I had to get down the street for another appointment with four men. They all thanked me for bringing this all to light. We all hugged and kissed, and agreed to get together again soon. I left thinking only of being back together with just men, just cocks, just men's assholes, just men's cum.

I've got to get back to the gloryholes to suck more cock. I've been away too long. Just briefly, the four men down the street were indeed waiting for me. We all got immediately naked, and the sucking and fucking began. I sucked all the men, and they all fucked me, one by one, and two at a time. They also sucked and fucked each other, and I sucked and licked their dicks and assholes clean. I really have to have some more cum right now. I need another dick inside right now. I hope you enjoyed my story. I'll write again soon. Tonight I'll be sleeping with at least one yummy black man with a great big dick. They're still here fucking other men. Maybe I'll see if they're give me another round right now. Bye for now.

Another day.

 I'm back again at PB, sitting at a computer again with my ass full of cum. I'm naked, sitting on a towel. I've been here a couple of hours, and I've also eaten a lot of cum and drank a lot of pee. While I take a short break, I thought I'd write to you.

This morning, I got up early as usual. I did go home with a man last night, and we fucked a couple more times before going to sleep. After he came inside me the last time, he stayed deep inside me as we went to sleep. At some point during the night, his cock popped out of me, and I began to drain cum from my ass again. It felt good, but it didn't really wake me up. At 6:15, Kevin came by for his usual blowjob and fuck. He saw my new black friend naked asleep on the bed, and just ignored him as I sucked him and then as he fucked me. Three other regulars came by and brought some friends for a total of nine men. I sucked them all, and they all fucked me, as Russell slept in the next room. We weren't particularly quiet, but Russell didn't wake up. About 9:00, after the others had left, he began to stir. I laid back down next to him, and started sucking his big soft dick. Quickly he became aroused. He started making sounds of pleasure as his dick got harder and harder. I got on top of him, and put his cock inside me, all the way in. He fucked me slowly, intently, with full enjoyment. When he came, it was like the first time in a long time, even though I had just been fucked by ten other men. It felt really good. For his big morning pee, I had him pee into my big douche bowl. I drank some of it, but saved most of it for my morning douche.

After my shower, shave, and douche, I put in my big metal buttplug, and headed over to some friends’ house on the way to work. I can't bear to be without cum in my mouth and in my ass for too long. If it were up to me, I'd never clean up. Seven friends live in a house together not far from me. They are all gay. Most of them are students at the university. They are all foreign students. When I got to their place, they were at various stages of beginning their days. Some of them were naked, and some of them were in their shorts. A few of them had other lovers with them. Gay men from abroad are less hung up than many American gay men. I said that I needed as much cock and cum as I could get. They all came to my aid. They and their guests all fucked me once or twice while others came in my mouth. I am very much into the foreign gay community here in Seattle. It is a great source of eager, mostly younger men anxious to please an older gay man. It's fun for them to fuck a white man. It's fun for me to be with all types of men. These seven friends of mine suck and fuck each other regularly. They also are bottoms to many gay Americans. It really is nice to be with men who also get fucked regularly. I finally left for work feeling like I could make it through the dry spell without freaking out. Again, I was filled to bursting with fresh cum. Again, I could taste fresh cum and pee in my mouth.

Work did not afford many opportunities for getting some more cock. It seldom does. As the hours pass, I get kind of desperate. I start squirming. I go to the bathroom, take out my buttplug, and shove my fingers in and out of my ass. I am still full of cum; so I suck it from my fingers, I scoop it out and eat it. I always take a cup to the bathroom so that I can drink my pee. I need a man.

After work, I went straight to a porn arcade downtown. First I sucked the man on duty. I go there quite frequently, and I always start by sucking the help right behind the counter. It's really great for business. The men coming and going, straight or gay, love to see me sucking off the guy in change. Usually before I leave, I also get him to fuck me, too. That's even a bigger hit with the clientele. There are fifteen booths in the arcade. I just go from one to the next sucking cock and getting fucked. A lot of the men also pee in my mouth, and I also lick a lot of butt, too. No one refuses me. Sometimes I get nice surprises. The first booth was empty but I checked it anyway. You never know what you're going to find. Every booth has a big pool of cum on the floor right below the video screen. A lot of the screens have cum splattered and dripping with cum, too. There is a stool in each booth, and quite often these also have cum on them. Many of the trash cans are filled with pee. The place smells great. The sound of porn from multiple screens also sounds great. I can't stand all that waste of cum and pee. I know that all of the men there are there to cum. They can cum in my mouth or in my ass. They really never refuse. The nice warm pee is a bonus.

Though I'm always tempted to dip into the cum pools on the floors, it has been a while since I’ve gone that far. If there is really fresh cum on the video screens, I don’t hesitate to sample that. Cum on the stools is also fair game. Used condoms are especially wonderful. They're like candy. I drain a lot of used condoms at BP and Steamworks. It's just so nice to turn those babies up and get a full swallow of cum with every one. I also suck on the outsides of the condoms, too, of course, because they’ve usually been in a man’s butt. Again, I love cum when I don’t know where it comes from. In the first empty booth I checked, there was a big used condom in the pool of cum on the floor below the video screen. I picked it up and smelled it. It smelled really strong and fresh. It was still warm. Without hesitation, I swirled the condom around in the pool of cum on the floor, and then I raised it to my mouth and sucked all the cum from the outside it. Then I drained the big wad of cum into my mouth. Damn it tasted good! I love being so infatuated with cum. I am so very proud to be a filthy cum whore. I am not at all squeamish about where my cum comes from. Originally, it came from some man’s dick. That’s all I care about. I will eat any man’s cum.

Just in the next booth, I interrupted a man beating off. I took his cock in my mouth and started sucking it. One of the nicest things about the porn arcade is that all the men there have come from work, or shopping, or business, or touristing downtown. Their cocks and their asses are all a long way from their morning showers. They smell and taste real, like sweat and pee and other regular bodily functions. At BP, most of the men come there prepared to have their cocks sucked and to be fucked. I like it raw and natural. I like men to smell and taste like men. I love to have sex with men who have been having sex with other men. You know that I almost always have a dick inside me. I think most men love fucking me especially because I get fucked so much. They love their cum mixing with the cum of other men. This is all about man-love. I love anything that comes from a man. Cum, pee, spit, sweat, shit. I love it all. After a man has cum and peed in my mouth, I often ask him to spit in my mouth, too. None of this dirty. I want to be close to men. I feel closest to them when I consume, when I take into my body, all that comes out of theirs.

One by one, I went down the line sucking cock and getting fucked. I also licked a lot of nice ripe buttholes. Afternoon butt cracks and buttholes are fragrant with the aromas of the day. I don't eat shit as often as I’d like to, but I eat a lot of buttholes that shit. Today one man peed in my mouth and then asked me to wait for him while he took a dump. I told him that he could just shit in my mouth, but he wasn’t cool with that. He came back with his pants and underwear down almost to his knees. I was excited in anticipation of licking his asshole clean. I wish it happened more frequently. I wish more men were open to letting me feast on their shitty assholes. It’s rare that a man will let me eat his shit, but I’m always willing to do it. It excites some men to watch me eating their shit. It makes them hard all the sooner; so that I can get fucked again, so that I can get more precious cum inside me. Shit is wonderful. I love it. It's usually the straight men who ask me to eat their shit. Maybe they feel it's a kind of domination. Maybe they think that they are humiliating me. Nothing could be further from the truth. Eating shit makes me happy. I don't like abuse. I don't like pain. Licking and tonguing, cleaning dirty assholes and eating shit is not too much to ask. I adore it. I absolutely cherish men. I want all of them that I can get. I want all their cum, all their pee, and their shit. I love everything that is eliminated or ejaculated from men’s bodies. There is nothing dirty about it. It might be nasty to some, but to me it just confirms that I am a filthy, filthy whore. I love being this way. Shit actually tastes good to me. It’s nice in my mouth, nice when I swallow it, and nice knowing that my tummy is full of it. When I am asked to eat a lot of it, I am most happy. When a man shits in front of me and I see big, long turds coming out of his asshole, I am elated. After I lick him clean, I pick a turd, fondle it in my hand, press it to my lips, bite into it, and savour it in my mouth. I love it when men want me to eat all their shit in front of them. They usually pee in my mouth, too. Men who shit big piles of shit are especially good. I also like it men squat over my face and shit into my mouth. It’s hard to eat all of it when it comes that fast, but I love having my mouth and throat filled to bursting with shit. I love to gag on it. I’m not gagging because I don’t like it, but because I’m lustfully trying to swallow it all. Of course, I don’t care if I get shit on my face. Shit is not dirty to me. I don’t care where it is on me. There have been many times in my life, and many men in my life, during which and for whom I have gladly eaten shit. Shit, I even love the sound of the word. Like cum and pee, it brings an instant smile to my face.

Today I spent at least two hours in the porn arcade. Most of the men wanted me two or three times, and new men kept coming. While some of them waited for booths to free up, I sucked them out in front or in the bathroom. Many of them fucked me, too. Some of them, now satisfied, left without having to spend a dine in the booths. I went back out and let the boss man fuck me. He had been watching me on surveillance camera, and he was ready to blow his load inside me.

When I left the porn arcade, I had a string of appointments with other men. Another of my faithful regulars had collected another pint jar full of cum for me. He goes to a lot of men's clubs, and he never fails to pass the jar. All cum smells and tastes like the aphrodisiac it is. It's the best stuff on earth. It almost brings me to my knees, still, after all these years, just thinking about it. My own cum, its smell and taste, also sends me into a state of bliss. As I drank from that jar of cum this afternoon, I was swooning with transcendental joy. About half way through, Barry peed in my mouth. It hardly gets any better than that. I drank some more, and then I sucked him 'til he was ready to fuck me. After he came in my ass, I finished the jar, a whole pint of thick gooey cum in just a few minutes. I feel so privileged and honoured to know that I have consumed the cum of so many men I’ve never met.

It's time to get back to business. I'm going to hit the gloryholes again. A lot of familiar faces and cocks are here; so I have to make the rounds. Nat is here, too. I’ll tell you about him later. He's already fucked me twice this evening, and he’s agreed to go home with me tonight. He's been here as long as I have, and every time I see him he's fucking somebody else. Every time he sees me, somebody else is fucking me. We'll be perfect for each other later. I can't wait to have him all to myself at my place.

Bye for now. Are you shocked? Please don’t be. Please accept me as I am. I have no restraint. I have no limits. All I want is more and more cock, more and more cum. I’ll attach a photo of me being fucked. I don’t mind you seeing my ass stuffed with a nice big dick. (I paused for a moment to pee into a coffee cup here at the computer. I filled the cup two and half times, and drank two and half cups of my own pee. My pee tastes really good, probably because I drink only healthful drinks like tea and cum and pee. I really do need more cum now.) Bob, thank you for understanding me. I really hope you do. I am so fortunate to be able to devote my life to this. I am so fortunate that so many men want to share their cum with me. The towel I'm sitting on is totally soaked in cum, and now it's time to get some more.

Another day.

I only have a few minutes, and I wanted to write something. With all my heart, I hope that you have gotten fucked today, or that you have fucked someone. When I imagine your dick deep inside lots and lots of other men, it makes me really happy. I love the thought of you cumming in their mouths and their buttholes. I also love to imagine you sucking cock and getting fucked. By now you’re beginning to see what a cocksucking, asslicking, fuckwhore cumdump I am. All I think about is cock. I think a lot about your cock and how I'd love to suck it 'til you cum in my mouth. Already this morning I've sucked nineteen cocks, and nineteen beautiful men have cum in my ass. I'm sitting at my desk on a leather chair with a towel on it writing this to you. The towel is filled with cum. As those men were fucking me just now, my ass was so full of cum that every thrust of their dicks inside me, their balls slapping up against my ass, sent cum splattering all over the room. I like to suck cock and get fucked all over my apartment. Usually, though, it's in my living room. My apartment is very tidy, but there is cum splattered and dripped everywhere. When men pee in my mouth, some of that pee naturally ends up all over the place, too. With the taste of cum and pee in my mouth, and my ass filled to bursting with yesterday's and this morning's cum, all I can think about is getting more. I wish you were here to add your precious cum to the load already inside me. Just the thought of it has got me so hard. Wait just a minute while I beat off…

That was good. I ate my cum, of course. I also peed, and drank my pee. I've got more men coming over soon. They are all bringing their friends, like those who have already been here this morning. One of them is also bringing a quart jar over half filled with cum. He saves his cum for me, and he also takes up collections at the clubs he goes to. He actually leaves the jar in the bathrooms of the clubs with notes requesting cum for a very needy friend. It amazes me how generous men are with their cum when they know it is going to a good cause. You know I love anonymous cock and cum. It doesn’t matter where it comes from. I’ll happily take cum from any man. I adore all my regular men, but I also can't get enough of those gorgeous strangers with their luscious dicks who just want to cum in my mouth and in my ass. Last night, after a day of sucking and fucking, I went to BP as I usually do. I got fully naked, and went to the gloryholes to suck cock. As usual, I was insatiable. One after another, as I lavished my love and adoration upon them, those beautiful cocks came in my mouth. While I was sucking cock, men were coming by to feel and to finger my ass. I was dripping cum from the day of fucking. My ass was begging for more. A lot of men fucked me. I probably sucked twenty cocks at least, and was fucked at least ten times, before I took a break in the bathroom to drink pee. It is so nice to drink the pee of men who have just fucked other men. A lot of men also let me clean up their asses after getting fucked. While in the bathroom, more men came in my mouth, and six more men fucked me.

As I was leaving the bathroom, I passed a big tall man cumming all over a mirror in the hall. He had a huge load. I bent down and let him finish cumming in my mouth, and then I licked his cum off the mirror. When I was done, we started kissing. He was my age, hairy, with a really big dick. I wanted him badly. I wanted him to fuck me. I felt badly about him having to cum on the mirror. I laid him down on the couch near by and started sucking his cock, licking and sucking his big balls, and licking and tonguing his asshole. He was fingering my ass. He loved my being so wet with cum. Cum was oozing out of my ass and draining down my legs. As he fingered me with all his fingers together, the cum in my ass filled his cupped hand. He got hard again fairly quickly, and rammed his nice big cock deep inside me. He fucked me and fucked me. Another man came by and gave me his dick to suck while I was being fucked. I was in heaven. Even with all that cum already inside me, I could feel that wonderful cock moving in and out. My hole is not small and delicate. I get fucked a lot, many, many times every day. Still, I can fully appreciate every cock that fucks me. Big cocks are great, but so are little cocks. (One of my regulars is a biker who lives in Monroe. He is heavily tattooed and pierced. He is on medication for diabetes and can’t get hard anymore; but he can still cum. I love sucking on his big soft cock ‘til he starts draining cum into my mouth. He always makes sure that some of his friends are there when I drive all the way up to Monroe to see him. All the others can fuck me while I suck his cock. Their dicks and butts are also yummy, and I can’t get enough of their pee.) The big man came in my ass just as the other man was cumming in my mouth.

I have to cum again right now, and then I have to go. I just got a call from a regular who is on his way here with five friends. Their balls are all bursting with cum, and they all have to pee. Hold just a minute while I beat off… Mmmmm. That felt good. That tasted good. I need cock so badly. I have to have cock. I love men. I love you. All day, every day, it’s all about cock and cum for me. It makes me so very happy to know that you love to fuck men and get fucked by men. I'll be thinking of you and your beautiful cock. I’m sure it’s beautiful. As you fuck other men, I hope you'll be thinking of me, too. I am so happy to be the lifelong faggot I have been. I'll write again soon.

Another day.

I don’t see my father very much any more. I miss him. We still talk once a week. He’s happy for me. For some time, he has been living with a Mexican doctor in Arizona. He tells me that the doctor is gay, but he still hasn’t admitted that he is. The last time I saw him was about a year ago. He is in his eighties now. He can’t get hard any more, but we watch gay porn together, and I still suck his dick. Mentally, he remains as sharp as a tack. He loves to hear about all my adventures. I still tell him everything. My life has been all about cock and cum, sucking and fucking. I have been with thousands of men, and, still, all I think about is beautiful, beautiful cock.

 This morning I have already sucked seven cocks, and been fucked seven times: Kevin, with a friend, Mike, and Scott, again with some friends. After work, I have to go to Kent to visit one of my regulars who has saved a full pint of cum for me. He had some help, I'm sure. It’s his birthday, and he’s having quite a few friends over. He promised me lots and lots of cock and cum. My present to him is just being there so everyone can fuck me. I’ll drink the cum that he has saved for me, too. With that, I’ll need a lot of man pee. Oh, I can’t wait.

Though I have to get as much cock and cum as I can, I want you to know that I think that you are really special. I feel that we are destined to be together. I am disclosing all this to you precisely because I value you as a potential friend and lover, even mate. I have gotten many lovers through personal ads and dating services. I go to men’s clubs, parks, porn arcades, strip clubs, public bathrooms, anywhere where I can find dick to suck and to fuck me. Someday we'll meet under new circumstances. My mouth and my ass will be yours. I want your cum. I want you to add your cum to my already cum-filled ass. Let me lick your asshole, and suck your balls. Give me your beautiful dick. Men love me because I’m so eager, so willing. I have been fucked for fifty-one years now. For longer than that, I have been sucking cock and licking buttholes. Men with huge cocks have fucked me with ease, and men with small cocks have fucked me with pleasure. You know I love black cock, and Asian cock. I also love Hispanic cock and Native American cock. I love it all. I can’t wait to be with you, too.

I hope that you are fucking lots of men, and that lots of men are also fucking you. I imagine being with you all the time. I imagine running into you at BP. If I did, I'd let you fuck me in public. I like public sex, and have it all the time. I have nothing to hide. I like it when other men watch me sucking cock and getting fucked. If we decided to use your place for sex, then you could call the shots. You may always feel free to invite others to join us, or you can keep me to yourself. Surprise me. If we decide to use my place for sex, then we will very likely have others dropping by periodically. I have an open door policy. If I’m home, then I’m fair game. The others can wait their turn, or join in the fun. I absolutely adore sucking cock while I’m being fucked. I like to hold onto cocks while I’m being fucked. I love two cocks in me at once. I love men to line up to fuck me one after another after another. I love pee mixed with cum, cum with pee. I am such a whore. Many of my neighbours come here almost daily. Lots of men come here just upon the recommendation of others. I’ve never seen them before, but I never refuse them. I love it that way. I love it when men come by to fuck me on the way to work, or if they’re just in the neighbourhood, or if they’ve driven some distance, or after work, on their way back home to their wives. If my truck is parked nearby, then I am home sucking cock, licking ass, and getting fucked. Some men just come in, and seeing that I am already sucking cock and getting fucked, beat off, and rush over to cum in my mouth. Some men can’t wait to cum in my mouth, and just cum wherever they can. I don’t mind it when men just cum on my couch, or desk, or carpet, anywhere. It’s nice if they cum somewhere where I can eat it later, but that doesn’t always happen. I understand. Some men get urgent. I am sometimes too busy with other men to pay them immediate attention. I always ask for pee, too. I have lots of bowls and other containers in my kitchen for holding pee. I love to drink the pee of many men mixed together. I have a full litre Sigg that is always filled with pee. I usually take it to work to drink there.

 I have to go off to work now. During my break, I have already arranged to meet a friend in his office so I that can suck his cock and have him fuck me. I'm getting even more bold about approaching men in public bathrooms. I can't help looking at men's cocks, and I just can't wait to have another one in my mouth. I have to ask. The other day, a man peed right in my mouth at the urinal. Mid-stream, someone walked in on us. I wasn't deterred and neither was he. I ended up sucking both of them in the stall. One came in my mouth, and the other one fucked me, cumming in my ass.

Please think of me as I am sucking other cocks and being fucked by other cocks at that party this afternoon. I’ve also got all that other yummy cum to drink. A whole pint! I’ll be thinking of you, too. Believe me, I really do want your cock inside me.

Another day.

I love married men. I prefer gay men who are sluts like me, but many of my men are straight. Married men are generally grateful to have sex with a man. There are no worries with me. I suck their dicks, and they cum in my mouth; or they fuck me, and cum in my ass. Many of my regulars are married. There are a number of married men who come to see me nearly every day. They want a nice blowjob, and they want to cum inside me without a condom. I never want men to use condoms when they fuck me. Some of them do, of course, but then I drink the cum from the condoms. I like hot raunchy raw bareback sex with men who regularly fuck other equally sex crazed men always condom-free. Married men who fuck other men are great. Married men who fuck lots of strange women are also great. A few of my regular married men also visit a lot of female prostitutes. I wish they were fucking men instead of women, but I like the idea that they are putting their dicks somewhere before they put them raw inside me. I can only think that it is the best thing for their marriages for married men to have sex with other men.

I will be discrete if that is required, but as far as I am concerned, you can fuck me in public anytime you want. I am openly gay. I love to hug and kiss in public. I love to be sexual in public. It really excites me when others, straight or gay, watch me coming on to other men. Many years ago, there was a porn theatre in my neighbourhood of Seattle. I was new to Seattle at the time, and desperate to get laid. I discovered that this theatre was the perfect place for that. In the darkened theatre, while the movie was playing, I would go from man to man asking if I could suck their dicks. Many of them already had their dicks in their hands masturbating. They would let me finish them off with my mouth. From row to row, from the back of the theatre to the front, I asked everyone if I could suck their dicks. I was fortunate. Seldom was I refused. I leaned over and sucked them until they came in my mouth. I also made the rounds asking if I could be fucked. Again, many of the men said yes. I would sit on their laps, and they would fuck me 'til they came. By the end of the movie, I had sucked dozens of dicks, and been fucked many times. Usually the theatre wasn't very crowded. When the movie was over, we all exited through the back door. There, to my glee, I could continue to suck cocks, while hangers-on smoked and talked. I was an insatiable slut. I still am. Outside the theatre, under the lights, I also gladly submitted to anyone who was willing to fuck me. Needless to say, I frequented that theatre with some regularity until they tore it down. I am proud to be who I am.

Another day.

This morning I'm off to a good start. Kevin came by early, and then Mike came by with two friends. After that, I had to rush downtown for an early appointment at a hotel. Last night, I went on Craigslist and found several good prospects. I ended up talking to one guy, and we agreed to meet this morning before work. He is gay, from Chicago. He has a regular partner back home, but likes to fool around when he's away on business.

Because parking is so bad in the centre of town, I took the bus. It's a 20-minute ride from my apartment. On the bus, I sat next to a businessman dressed in a suit and tie. He had his raincoat on his lap, and was reading the Wall Street Journal. We started talking right away. He was very good looking, and very friendly. After just a few minutes, I couldn't help myself. I put my hand under his raincoat, and started fondling his cock. He continued to talk distractedly. He didn't resist. I knew we only had a few minutes, so I unzipped his fly, and put my hand inside his pants. His dick felt great. He was getting hard. I rubbed the head of his cock, stroked it, and squeezed his balls. His balls tightened, and his dick began to flex. He was ready; so was I. I had already been fucked several times this morning, but my whole body was aching for this dick. He asked me if I could come to his office. Of course, I could. Reluctantly, he zipped back up, and we got off the bus. I called my other appointment and told him I would be a little late.

In his office, on an upper floor of a tall office building, he immediately dropped his pants so that I could suck his cock. It was nice and big. I sucked and sucked, also licking and sucking his balls. I also got him to turn around and bend over so that I could lick and tongue his butthole. After a while of that, I then went back to sucking him. He was ready to fuck me. Bending over his desk, I was ecstatic as he rammed his cock into me all the way to his balls. It didn't take long for him to cum. Damn it felt good. We shared numbers. He thanked me for taking the initiative, and fondling his cock on the bus. I said that I was pretty ballsy to do so. I told him that I never chicken out on an opportunity to handle another man's cock. This was not the first time he had fucked a man, but it had been a long time. He liked it. He would call me soon.

When I left his office, I went down the street to the hotel. My appointment was waiting. He was great, too. First, I asked him to pee in my mouth. Then I sucked his cock and balls. Then I spent a long time rimming his gorgeous asshole. He was usually a top, but also liked to get fucked. His asshole was yummy gay asshole. We didn't have long, so he then fucked me. He gleefully added his cum to all the cum already in my ass.

I'll write more later. Now it's time for work. I’ll be thinking of you.

Another day.

I wish you were sharing with me, too. I am going to send this to you soon, but I want to give you a thorough taste of who I really am before I do.

Last night, after a long day of sucking cocks and getting fucked, I spent an especially long time at BP. I knew I wasn’t going to be able to go this evening, because of other plans. I so love being fucked; I sometimes miss eating cum. I eat it out of my asshole by the handful, but it’s nice to have it shot into my mouth by well-sucked dicks. I suck a lot of cock, but much of the time it is to prepare all those lovely dicks to fuck me. At the porn arcade, a lot of men cum in my mouth, but just as many fuck me and cum in my ass. Only at BP and Steamworks can I satisfy my thirst for cum, and also get fucked to my heart’s content. Last night I sucked cocks at the gloryholes for two hours. I was being fucked while I doing much of that sucking, but a lot of the time I was just enjoying swallowing one load of cum after another.

After I had sucked at least 20 cocks, I went to the bathroom in search of nice warm pee. I had been fucked many times, too, while standing at the gloryholes. Cum loves pee. You know I love them both. I now needed to top off all that cum with a few good servings of man pee. I have never been refused anything I have asked for at BP or Steamworks. The men there always give freely. They love peeing in my mouth. Many of them then let me suck them ‘til they cum in my mouth, or suck them ‘til they’re ready to fuck me. Last night I was especially needy. Eight men peed in my mouth, and then came in my mouth or fucked me.

With my ass dripping with cum, and my tummy full of cum and piss, I went looking for some more action. On the couch downstairs, one man was sucking another man. I pulled the pants down of the one doing the sucking, and started licking and tonguing his asshole. It was a luscious asshole. To my delight, it was loose and welcoming. It had been fucked often. My tongue easily got way inside it. It was delicious. It really tasted good. Licking and tonguing that asshole, I was swept away with passion. I was in love with that man, just because I was so much enjoying having my face in his ass. The more I licked and tongued his asshole, the more he pushed his ass into my face. Though he was sucking cock, I knew that he was equally enjoying having his ass eaten. After a while, he couldn’t take it any more. He turned around and gave me his cock to suck. His balls were already tight. I knew he was ready to cum. He grabbed my head and held it as he came big in my mouth. What a wonderful experience. He was so happy, he kissed me passionately. He was in love with me, too. Then we both went back to sucking the other guy’s cock ‘til he came. My new friend and I shared his cum between us, mixing it with our tongues as we kissed.

I continued to suck cock, lick buttholes, and get fucked for another hour. The highlight of the rest of the evening was having four dicks to love on in the front lounge. I always check there to see if anyone is watching porn on the big screen. One man was sitting on the couch stroking his big dick. A couple of others were just watching the video. I started sucking on that big dick, and the others quickly took an interest in me. A fourth man came in, too, and also got involved. In no time, one of the men was fucking me, I had a dick in each hand, and I was sucking the fourth. They all took turns. First I sucked them, and then they fucked me, cumming in my ass. I went home happy.

This morning, I again started out early. First Kevin, then Mike, then seven other guys who had responded to my ads, or to whose ads I had responded. I always try to have men lined up all day. I hate it when there are long periods in the day during which I am not sucking cock and being fucked. It’s bad enough when I have to work, but I’ll be damned if I have to wait for cum the rest of the day.

After work, I had appointments all the rest of the afternoon, and into the evening. In five appointments, I sucked nine cocks, and was fucked by nine men. I’ll spare you the details here because I want to tell you about what happened this evening, the reason why I couldn’t get to BP.

About once a month, I am lucky enough to get invited to a bukkake party. There are such parties all the time here, but most of them have a woman getting all the cum. In a Craigslist ad, I first begged to be the recipient of all that wonderful cum. I also suggested that the men pee in my mouth. It started out small, and now it’s pretty big. Someone else organises it, but I usually get invited to be the one who gets fucked and showered with cum and pee. Tonight 38 men joined the party. It was held at the home of a wealthy participant. We all got naked, and I laid down on a reclining chair. I played with my ass in front of all the men. I can easily get nearly my whole hand in my ass. My ass is loose and open. Sometimes it gapes; the rest of the time it’s just barely closed. At any time, you could put your four fingers and your thumb deep inside me. Men finger me all the time. I love it. It never hurts, however rough they are. I have been fucked many times every day for decades. It never feels like I’m being stretched when a man’s fingers or his dick is inside me. I always encourage men to put more inside me. I love big cocks. Often during the day, I take my butt plug out and drive my hand deep inside my ass. Except for maybe a half an hour a day, my ass is always full of cum, filling up more and more as the day progresses. Even if it weren’t dripping cum, I wouldn’t need any lube. My ass is just too welcoming and relaxed from getting fucked so often.

Today, like every day, I had been fucked all day. I was well primed; my ass was ripe with cum. The men began stroking themselves. Then the fucking and the sucking began. I lost track of who was doing what to me. All I could see were the cocks shooting cum into my mouth, or peeing into my mouth. There was always someone fucking me, too, and often two men at once. That’s great, having two dicks in me at once. Many of the men came in my ass, but as the fucking never stopped, I couldn’t count the times. At the same time, men continually came in my mouth. Some of them I sucked, and some of them just beat off ‘til they came in my mouth. It was exhilarating, but also demanding. As I was being continually pounded by big hard cocks in my ass, I was also swallowing load after load after load of cum, and washing it down with pee. A lot of the guys peed all over me. It felt great to be bathed in urine. This went on and on for over two hours. All 38 men had cum multiple times. I was drenched in cum. I had swallowed most of it, but it was also all over my face and head and body. Finally, someone announced that we were finished for the night. I was given a huge round of applause. Everyone got dressed, and we all left.

Now I’m home. I’m exhausted, but very happy. Tomorrow will be another day of sucking and fucking. At the moment, I wish I had someone to lie down with. I really enjoyed licking and tonguing that man’s asshole last night. I’ll have to do more of that tomorrow. I think I’m too tired to clean up now. I’ll just rinse off, but not douche until the morning. Kevin and Mike won’t mind.

I’m thinking of you. I wish I could take care of your dick, too.

Another day.

 It has been several days since I’ve written to you. I hope you have been well. I like to imagine lots of men sucking your cock. My ass squirms with pleasure at the thought of you fucking lots of other men.

Every day is busy for me. I can’t get enough cock. It’s my first priority. Though I work every day, of course, I always have cock on my mind. Even at work every day I find opportunities to suck cock, and to get fucked. Word travels. I have already sucked many cocks in the neighbourhood I work in. I get invitations all the time. Important allies are custodians and security guards. With keys to everything, we find somewhere where I can suck their dicks every day. Most days they fuck me, too. Some men also meet with me in the bathroom of the Starbucks not too far away. No one’s paying any attention, and it’s easy to slip in for a quick fuck.

It’s rare, but last night I slept alone. I didn’t get back from BP ‘til two, though. I have to go there every day, or to Steamworks, just to be in an environment where everything is about men sucking and fucking each other. There are a lot of regulars there, but there are also a lot of new guys. Many of the men are older; maybe not as old as me, but at least middle-aged. In two to three hours of non-stop sucking, ass licking, pee drinking, and fucking, I can begin to feel full. I’m never completely satisfied, but with cum and pee filling my stomach and my ass, I’m able to go home with a smile on my face. I never clean up when I get home at night. I like the way I smell. I want the cum of all those men to stay in my ass through the night. I want all that cum to impregnate my body, to penetrate my tissues, to enter my blood. It’s wonderful beyond measure to be seeded, to be bred, by so many men. I don’t care who they are or where their cocks have been, I just want their cum deep inside me. If I could transfuse myself with cum, mixing it with my blood, I would. I would love to bathe my organs in it. I would love my heart and brain to be soaked in the cum of all the hundreds of men who fuck me.

As I’ve told you before, my days begin early. Kevin comes by just after 6:00. I love to wake up with his cock in my mouth. He’s a good man. Every day he fucks me really well and cums inside my ass still wet with last night’s cum. The first cum of the day brings me to life. It’s fresh. It’s just what I need. After Kevin left, Mike came by for his daily fix. Mike is a blue-collar worker. He’s married with kids. As with many men, we never kiss, or even hug. He gives me his fat cock to suck, and then he fucks me. He always pounds me hard, and cums big in my ass, right on top of Kevin’s cum.

When Mike left, I had a little time to clean up a bit. My ass had two loads of new cum on top of the old. I hate to waste cum, but there was plenty more where that came from. I still had about three hours before work, and I had filled it with men who had responded to a resent Craigslist ad that I had placed:

‘I just douched, then played with my ass, five fingers together, way in and out, way in and out. My ass is aching to be fucked again. I am ready for your cock. As I write this, I'm sitting on a large butt plug. I can't wait to welcome you into my apartment; to kiss you, maybe; to take out your cock and start sucking it. Some other time, I'd love for you to cum in my mouth, but today I need your cock in my ass. I need you to fuck me, to cum in me. When you're nice and hard from my sucking, I'll slip out that plug, and let you penetrate me all the way to your balls. Come over soon. I'm ready to be fucked.’

I allowed an hour for each appointment. I made three appointments.

Mark came first, and brought three friends with him. Mark was in his early fifties; his friends were a little younger. As advertised, I sucked their cocks one by one, took out my butt plug, and one by one they fucked me. It was fantastic. In much less than an hour, I had four loads of cum in my fresh ass. Contented, they left, and I awaited my next guest. He was a big black man named William. He was at least 6’6”, and had a cock to match. He laid on his back on my bed, and I sucked him ‘til he pulled me on top of him. Sitting on his dick, he fucked me ‘til he came. I was already dripping cum, so he felt right at home. He came quickly. Ahead of schedule, my third appointment arrived, also with a friend. William had just left. Todd and his friend came in eagerly. I sucked their cocks together, and then Todd fucked me while I continued to suck his friend. I love the feel of cock in my already well-fucked ass. Todd came inside me, then came around to have me suck him some more while his friend fucked me. His friend also came quickly. They asked me how much I got fucked every day. I told them that I got fucked all day, every day. I asked them to pee in my mouth, and I begged them for more cum. To my delight, with my help, licking their buttholes and sucking their cocks, they both managed to fuck me again, and cum in my ass.

As usual, I then got ready for work. I didn’t shower again. With my fingers cupped together I shoved my hand again and again deep inside my ass, I got as much cum as I could and ate it. The rest I just let be. I was used to wet underwear. I often wear grownup diapers, too. I want the cum. I don’t care about having fancy panties. The morning hadn’t presented an opportunity to ask for as much pee as I would have liked, so I peed in a glass myself and drank it. It tasted good. Then I was off to work.

Work was fine. I was invited for coffee at Starbuck’s. I had tea. I sucked his cock, and he fucked me in the bathroom. When we were done and we opened the door to leave, two other men were waiting to use the bathroom. I quietly asked them if they would like to pee in my mouth, or if I could suck them, or if they would like to fuck me. One man said no, and went quickly into the bathroom, closing the door. The other waited until the door was closed, and then he said yes. In a few minutes, we went in together, and closed the door. To our surprise, the other man had cum all over the wall beside the toilet. I sucked up the biggest blobs of cum from the wall, and then bent down to drink the pee of the man with me. His bladder was full. His warm pee tasted really good. There was a lot of it. I didn’t waste much. From an early age I had learned to open my throat and swallow pee as it flowed in a hard constant stream. When he was done, I sucked him, and then he fucked me. Then I had to get back to work. 

For the rest of the afternoon and into the evening, I had appointments set up in response to my Craigslist ad, and in response to the ads of others. My first appointment was at six; so I stopped by the porn arcade for a while to suck some cocks. It was a little slow. Eleven men came in my mouth, nine men fucked me and came in my ass, and seven men peed in my mouth. Needless to say, I also licked a lot of buttholes. They really do taste especially good in the arcade.

My first appointment was at a highrise apartment complex downtown. In the elevator going up to twelfth floor, I rode with a very goodlooking black man. I was immediately attracted to him, and he to me. After greeting one another, he said that he liked the way I smelled. I said that he was a man after my own heart. I stepped closer to him, put my hand on his dick inside his pants, and confessed to him that I smelled of expensive perfume and cheap sex. He asked me if I lived in the building, and I said no, I was visiting someone. He was also visiting someone, a friend. Before he got out on the tenth floor, he invited me to stop by when I was finished. I promised to do so.

 Now I was distracted. I continued to the twelfth floor, and gave a very good blowjob to a nice older man. He fucked me, and then he peed in my mouth. We agreed to meet again, and then I rushed downstairs. I had to fit this surprise encounter in between my other appointments. When I got to their apartment on the tenth floor, they were waiting for me, Madison and his friend. Madison and I immediately started kissing. I got on my knees, took out his gorgeous cock, and started sucking him. His friend came up behind me and began fingering my ready asshole. I lifted my ass to him, and he shoved his dick inside me. As I sucked Madison, he fucked me. I was in heaven. After he came, Madison took his turn fucking me. He fucked for a while, and then let me suck him again for a while. All that cum on his cock tasted great. This went on back and worth ‘til I begged him to cum inside me. What a load. All at once, I felt twice as full. I sucked him clean, and then told them that I had to leave, that I had other appointments. Maybe I could come back later if that was all right. We exchanged numbers.

From there I went to an apartment in the University District. I don’t usually like younger men, but this one was looking for an older man. He was in his early twenties. His dick was long but not too thick. He was not very experienced. He was very appreciative. I sucked his cock ‘til he came in my mouth, and then continued to suck him, to suck his balls, and to lick and tongue his asshole ‘til he got hard again. This time he fucked me. Again he came quickly. He was overwhelmed with passion. We kissed. Again, I started sucking his cock, sucking his balls, and licking and tonguing his asshole. Maybe he could cum again. After about twenty minutes, he wanted to fuck me again. In no time, he came again in my ass. His name is Robert. We will definitely meet again sometime soon.

My next appointment was in Chinatown. Jim was a middle-aged man with an enormous dick. His dick was so big it was a challenge to suck it. I did the best I could. I was glad when he motioned for me to get on my hands and knees so that he could fuck me. The cum inside me made way for that huge dick. Damn is felt good to be so filled! He fucked and fucked. I could feel his balls slapping up against my ass. He was going all the way inside me. I was proud of all the years I had prepared for this rare occasion. I am so happy to be gay. I wouldn’t change my life for anything. I thank my father and my brothers for all their fucking. I’ve got the smallest dick in my family. It doesn’t matter. I have always been a bottom. I love submitting to men. It is my life’s ambition to continue to service the sexual needs of men. Jim came in my ass for all he was worth. In appreciation, I got down between his legs and licked and sucked, and licked and sucked. He was satisfied. So was I. We, too, agreed to meet again soon.

My last appointment for the night was all the way in Bellevue. He was Russian. His name was Valentine. He was probably in his early sixties, but his big dick still got hard. It felt great to be with an older man. It reminded me of all the older men who had fucked through my life, starting with my father. My father is still alive. He is too old now to get it up, but when he was in his sixties I used to visit him to suck his dick and let him fuck me. Valentine did well. I sucked him ‘til he was ready to cum, and then let him fuck me. We both felt great when we were finished. He promised to introduce me to his friends. I look forward to seeing him again.

When I was done with Valentine, I drove back into Seattle and went to Steamworks. It had been a great day.  Now all I needed was to suck and fuck myself silly before going to bed. First I needed to eat lots of cum. The gloryholes provided me with plenty. I had left my pants in my locker, revealing my ever anxious ass; so while I sucked cock seven men fucked me from behind and came in my ass. After nine men had cum in my mouth, I went to the bathroom in search of pee. Five men were more than happy to oblige me, peeing in my mouth. Two of those men also let me suck them and came in my mouth. One of them also fucked me. From there I went to the couch downstairs. Men were fucking on the big video screen. On the couch one man was just cumming in the ass of another. When he was done cumming, I took his dick out and started sucking it. He then moved away so that I could concentrate on the ass of the one who had just been fucked. His ass was in the air, and cum was dripping from it. I ate and ate, licked and licked. I also started massaging his balls and stroking his dick. He turned around so that I could suck his dick. He was very hard. Without saying anything, I bent over and he went inside me. He fucked me ‘til he came.

In a corner, an older men and I began to kiss. We kissed and kissed. We rubbed our hard dicks together. I sucked his cock, and he sucked mine. He asked me to cum in his mouth. I liked him, so I did. Then he fucked me, and came in my ass.

It was time to go home.

Now I’m here and writing to you. I need to get to bed soon. Tomorrow’s another day just as full of sucking and fucking. I hope you enjoy my sharing with you. It makes me feel close to you. Oh how I wish that I could suck your dick right now. I’ll sleep with all that wonderful cum inside me, and dream of you.

I wish I were with you to take care of you. You’d never have to wonder where to put your dick. I can’t wait around to get fucked, though. All day, every waking moment, except when I’m at work, I’m looking for cock. It never stops. Most of the time, men come to me. I’ve sucked so many cocks, and been fucked by so many men, I have a reputation that extends pretty far and wide. I have a lot of regulars, men who come to me often to have their dicks sucked, and to fuck me. There are also a lot of men who have just heard that I give a good blowjob, and that I’m a good fuck. I can’t get enough. Every day is the same. I start out early, and go to bed late. I live alone, but quite often I have a man in my bed.

Another day.

Yesterday evening, I visited a regular in Burien. He always pees in my mouth several times during my visits. I suck his cock, and he fucks me. We do it again and again. Between fucks, I like to eat his asshole, suck and lick his balls, and suck his dick. He only has a couple of hours when his wife is away, so we don’t waste any time.

When I left his place, I went straight to BP. I had been fucked many times already that day, but I needed more, much more. As soon as I got in the place, I went downstairs to the couch in front of the big video screen. A middle-aged man was lying on the couch stroking his dick. I knelt down beside him and started sucking his cock. Desperate for a cock in my ass, after just a few minutes I climbed on top of him, and put his dick inside me. He was happy to fuck me. It felt great when he came. I got off him, and cleaned him up, then I went to the gloryholes to suck more cock. While I was sucking cock, I pulled down my pants to show off my dripping asshole. It worked as always. In no time, a man entered me from behind and started fucking me. The man I was sucking came in my mouth just as the man fucking me came in my ass. I moved on to another dick. In about an hour, I sucked eleven dicks. Ten men came in my mouth, while seven men fucked me. After sucking two other cocks at the holes, one black and one white, I put them in my ass. It always feels great to have my ass pinned to the wall by a nice big cock. They came inside me, of course.

 From the glory holes, I went into the bathroom to look for some pee. I had had a lot of cum, and I needed to mix it with urine. The first man who came in to pee said that he had just fucked someone. I took his softened cock in my mouth and savoured the taste of his cum and the ass he had just fucked. He peed in my mouth. The next man to come in to relieve himself was also in the mood for more. He peed in my mouth, and then I sucked him, and he fucked me right there in the bathroom. To my good fortune, the third man to enter the bathroom had just been fucked really well. After peeing in my mouth, I sucked his cock. He was fingering my asshole, so I gladly let him fuck me, too.

From the bathroom, I went to the front lounge area. There are some big couches in there, and a large video screen with constant gay porn. Four men were in the lounge watching the porn. I sat down next to one of the men and took his nice cock out of his pants. I started sucking him. One of the other men got up and started fondling my ass. While I was sucking the first man, I managed to take off all of my clothes. My ass was oozing with cum. The second man entered me and began to fuck me. He came, and then another of the men entered me. He came, too, and the man I was sucking came in my mouth. While I was distracted, the whole room seemed to fill up with men lined up to fuck me. While they were waiting their turns, I sucked them, getting them hard. One by one, they fucked me, each one cumming in my ass. I lost track at 17. I was very happy. I was also still hungry for more.

BP also has private rooms. I never use them, because they cost extra, and because I like having sex in public with everyone else. When I went back to the couch downstairs, three men were sucking and fucking on the couch. From the private room next to the couch I also heard a familiar voice. I was drawn to the activity on the couch, but my instincts lead me to knock on the door instead. When the door opened, there was my gorgeous black friend from the weekend, Nat. He was fucking another man. Nat ensured him that I was cool, then he invited me in and closed the door. I started kissing the man who was being fucked. I grabbed his cock and began to beat him off. Then I started sucking him. Nat continued to fuck him, as I sucked his dick. Nothing could have been more perfect. As Nat was cumming in his ass, he was cumming in my mouth. As soon as I swallowed his cum, I got up, kissed Nat, sucked the cum off his dick, and then began licking and sucking the lucky man’s asshole.

 It was late by then and Nat agreed to come home with me again. He told me that he had been at it for a couple of hours. He had fucked several men, and had also been fucked. I told him about the 17 men who had fucked me in the front room. I was still naked. Nat put all of the fingers of one large hand in my ass, and assured me that he would fuck me once we got to my place. I got dressed, and we left.

All the way home I was imagining that beautiful black cock in my mouth and in my ass. As soon as we closed the door, we got undressed. I got on my knees and started sucking. Nat wanted to fuck me right then. We moved to the bed, and I let him, of course. He fucked me long and deep. At last, he came. With him still inside me, he fell asleep. In utter bliss, I joined him.

I am conditioned to getting up early. Every morning at around 6:00 the Korean clerk from the grocery store downstairs comes up before work to have me suck his cock, and to fuck me. His name is Kevin. He starts work at 7:00, and likes to fuck me before he begins. If I’m not at home, he leaves me a note. If I’m at home, I welcome him, regardless of whoever else might be with me. I didn’t close the door to the bedroom. Kevin saw Nat asleep on the bed. Still, without hesitation, he let me suck him, and then he fucked me. I still smelled of the day and night before. It was great to have some fresh cum in me.

After Kevin left, Mike stopped by. He often did before work. He also saw Nat in the next room asleep, lying on his back, his nice big dick relaxed on his belly. I sucked Mike, and then he fucked me. He was accustomed to my well-lubed asshole, to the smell of cum and urine all over my body. He had been stopping by for years.

Mike left, and it was time to get Nat up. I laid down beside him, with my cock up next to his face, and started sucking his soft cock.  In no time, he started getting hard. He grabbed my ass, pulled me towards him, and started sucking me, too. I am small, and I usually take care of myself afterwards. I really like Nat, though, and I wanted to cum in his mouth. I just let myself go. It felt good. In appreciation, Nat turned me around, and fucked me really well. I didn’t need to tell him that I’d already been fucked twice that morning. He could feel the warm cum still inside. After Nat came his big morning cum in my ass, I asked him to pee in a large bowl for me. I would drink some of the pee, and douche with the rest. If I don’t have another man’s pee to douche with, I douche with my own pee. It feels really good to have my insides filled to pee.

Nat then took a shower, and I made tea. We agreed to make a habit of it. Definitely later in the week. I sent him out the door with a kiss, and prepared for my next guest. I hate to clean up in the morning. I don’t want to wash away the smell of pee and cum. Still, I have to make way for the new. I douched with Nat’s pee, showered, and waited for Tom.

Tom is one of my special friends. He lives in Mount Vernon, and only gets to Seattle every two or three weeks to see me. Like a number of other friends, I call him once or twice a day for phone sex, and e-mail him every night with a detailed report of my day. In exchange for my attention, he saves his cum for me. Several times a day, when I call him, and reading my e-mails, he cums into a pint jar. He is a big cummer. He knows I go to work around 11:00, so today he is going to come by at 9:00. I can’t wait to see how much cum he has for me. It’s always at least half a pint, and I always savour every last drop of it in front of him. I’ve told him that I would really like it if he would get other men to cum into his jar for me, too. We’ll see if he has taken me seriously.

At 9:00, Tom arrived. We kissed at the door, and then he said he had to pee really badly. I got the bowl from the kitchen to catch what I couldn’t swallow, knelt down, and took his big familiar cock in my mouth. He peed and peed. I drank and drank. When he was done, I finished the pee in the bowl, and then sat him down on the couch and started sucking his cock. He was anxious to cum, and did so promptly into my mouth. Then he presented me with my treasure. His jar was over two-thirds full with wonderful cum. I asked him if it was all his. Most of it was, but some of it had come from contributions from his friends. I had been to Mount Vernon often to meet with him and his friends. I loved to suck them, and they loved to fuck me. I opened the jar. It smelled heavenly. I took my first large mouthful, savoured it with my tongue, swished it around my teeth and gums, and swallowed it slowly. I was in love with Tom just then. The cum mixed with the pee was the perfect cocktail. My stomach was very happy. My mouth was very happy. I knew that there was much more to come.

I put the rest of the jar in a warm water bath in the kitchen sink to heat it up to body temperature. Then I took Tom to my bed, and started licking and tonguing his asshole, sucking and licking his balls, and sucking his cock. It really excites him to see me drinking his cum. He got hard again very quickly, and I laid back and let him fuck me. After he came in my ass, I got the jar, and mouthful by mouthful, swallow by swallow, finished his cum. I licked the jar clean. He peed in my mouth again, and then he fucked me again. By then it was time for me to get ready for work. We promised to keep up our wonderful custom, and then we kissed, and he left.

I didn’t clean up after those nice fucks. I got dressed and left for work. I had to stop by the bank on the way. In the bank parking lot, I locked my keys in my truck. I was in the throes of transcendental joy from all the cum I had just drunk. I couldn’t keep my focus. It was the first time I had done that. I did my business in the bank, and then called AAA. While I was waiting for them to come, a concerned citizen came by to ask if I was all right, standing out by my truck like I was. I told him what had happened, and told him that the only thing that would make it better is if I could suck his cock. To my surprise, he directed me to his van, also parked in the parking lot. In the back of his van, I sucked his yummy cock, and then asked him to fuck me. It was my lucky day. Again, he agreed. He fucked me really well and came big in my ass. When we were finished, AAA came, opened my truck, and I was on my way to work.

After I had been at work for a while, I got up to pee. I could feel the moist cum gurgling from my ass. I really wanted to suck a cock, to get fucked. In the bathroom, standing at the urinal next to the one I was using, was I nice looking man in his early thirties. I couldn’t keep my eyes off his stream of pee, and off his dick. He noticed me staring at him, and turned to face me, his dick in his hand. He asked me if I wanted some. I reached out, took hold of his dick, and led him to a stall. We closed the door, he stood on the toilet seat, and I sucked him ‘til he came in my mouth. When we were finished, he told me that he was having a party that night, and that he wanted me to come. I agreed to be there. His name was Nick.

Back in the office, I managed to check out Craigslist for possible afternoon appointments. A businessman at a hotel in downtown Seattle sounded good. He wanted someone to suck his cock and maybe more. I made the arrangements via e-mail. After work, I raced downtown. It had been too long since I had socked a cock, too long since I had been fucked. My host, Bill, met me at the door to his room, and invited me in. Three other men were also there. Immediately, I got on my knees, took his cock out of his pants, and started sucking his cock. One of the other men came over to me, and began to fondle my ass. I dropped my pants and revealed my nice round well-fucked ass. My ass is always welcoming. My hole gapes open, begging to be fucked. It is obvious that I get fucked often. Men love knowing that they’re fucking a well-used hole. Men love to fuck a man whore like me. Still with cum in me from earlier, the man had no problem shoving his big dick inside me. He fucked me ‘til he came, and then moved aside for the next man to enter me. Bill had already cum in my mouth, and was trying to get hard again to cum in my ass. I licked and tongued his asshole to help him out. After the second man had cum inside me, the third man entered me. He was quick in cumming, and moved aside for Bill. In heroic fashion, Bill managed to pull it off. He, too, came inside me in short order.

Without giving the men time to think about it, I got fully undressed and went to sit in the bathtub. From the bathroom, I invited them to come in and pee on me. I had plugged the drain, so that we wouldn’t waste any of the pee. They all came into the bathroom, dicks in hand, and began peeing in my face and on my body. From the shallow pool of pee I was sitting in, I brought handfuls of pee to my mouth and drank them. From the bathtub, I grabbed a couple of cocks and started sucking them. One at a time or two at a time I sucked them ‘til they were all hard again. I encouraged them to cum on me. They began to beat off furiously, and one by one they came in my mouth and on my face. After that round, I wiped off a little, got dressed, and left.

My next stop was a porn shop downtown that I often frequented. They have an arcade which shows straight and gay movies. I don’t go there to watch the movies, but to suck the men who are watching them. I know the management really well. They let do whatever I want. The men in the booths are all beating off to the movies. I just go from booth to booth asking if I can suck them, or if they want to fuck me, or pee in my mouth. It was a good day. Almost every man let me suck him. Six of them fucked me. I think it is a terrible waste to have all that cum spewed out onto the floor. I wish I could be there everyday to take it in my mouth and in my ass. If there was any way I could lick up all that cum on all the floors of the booths, I would. I’m usually not quite that desperate. Sometimes I rub my hands in the pools of cum. Sometimes I then lick my fingers.

From the porn shop, I had just enough time to stop by BP before going to the party. My first stop was the bathroom. I had consumed a huge amount of cum at the porn shop. I needed some pee to balance me out. The place was busy. The men were generous. Eight men peed in my mouth, four let me suck them and came in my mouth, and three fucked me. At the gloryholes, I sucked some more beautiful cocks. Many of them came in my mouth. It might take a little while to get some to cum, but in the end they almost all do. I am so enthusiastic. I love sucking anonymous cock so much. I beg for the cum. A lot of them also want to fuck me right at the wall. That is truly a beautiful experience that I can’t get enough of. One exceptionally huge black cock impaled me to the wall, fucking me ‘til he came massively in my ass. That black man then came around to see who I was. I was sucking another man by then, but I took a break to suck him clean, to lick his ass, and to kiss him. It was love at first sight. He then bent down and sucked me off. I did love him. I came in his mouth to prove it. We hugged and kissed some more, and then I sucked his fabulous cock ‘til he got hard again. In a corner to the side of the gloryhole wall I put his dick inside me again. It was a particularly delicious fuck. His dick was over ten inches long and thick. Inside me, it felt like it belonged to me, like it was my missing piece. When he came, he sighed with pleasure. Though I was already filled with cum, I could actually feel his load entering my body, as if it were a decisive moment in my life. I knew somehow that that relationship would turn into something special. After he fucked me, we kissed again passionately. He told me he loved me. I said the same thing to him. I told him that I sucked cock and got fucked all day every day, that I lived for cock and cum, but that he was really special. He told me that he lived with a partner, but that he came to PB and to other clubs a lot to fuck other men. I told him that I loved the fact that he fucked lots of other men, and that I wanted more of him. He asked me if I would sit on his face and let him eat my ass. We went to a nearby couch and 69ed. Another man got on the couch in front of me and put his ass in my face. While my ass was been eaten, I ate his ass. He had also been recently fucked, and he tasted really good. I was stroking his cock with one hand, and stroking the cock of my new lover with the other. After a while, the man I was eating turned around and came in my mouth. My new lover, his name was John, had spent all that time licking and sucking my asshole. Now he wanted to fuck me again. I climbed on top of his huge cock, and took it all the way in deep inside me. While he fucked me, we kissed, our tongues trying their best to fully enter into the very souls of each other. He came again. I loved him. I love him still.

Reluctantly, I had to leave BP for the night, and make it to the party. I didn’t know what to expect. Nick would show me a good time, I was sure. I hoped there would also be many more men there, maybe even someone to take home for the night.

Nick lived in a nice house in north Capitol Hill. When he led me in, I joined six men and three women already there. The doorbell rang, and Nick came back with three more men and two more women. All of them were much younger than I. In the large living room, Nick surprised me by announcing me as the guest of honour. In response to this privilege, I did what I do best. I got on my knees, undid Nick’s pants, took out his cock, and started sucking him. At that cue from me, all of the others quickly got fully undressed. As I was sucking Nick, I undressed him, and then I undressed myself.

I had gotten a good head start over the others. I had been sucking and fucking all day. My ass was already bursting with cum. Before I knew it, I was surrounded by men and by women. All the dicks were hard. All the nipples erect. All the pussies wet. Just as Nick was cumming in my mouth, a man started fucking me. One of the women pressed up against me with her whole body, and began to kiss me passionately. Both our asses were in the air together. As I was being fucked in the ass, another man began to fuck her in the ass as well. The men traded asses, mine, then hers, hers then mine. A number of men came in my ass, and a number came in her ass and pussy. Other girls got involved, but I remained the constant male.

As I looked around the room, everyone else was sucking and fucking, too. The guys were hot, and so were the women. Nick brought one woman over to me, and motioned for me to eat out her cum-filled pussy and ass. It had been ages since I had eaten pussy. I have always been gay. I love cock. I love cum. I really have no use for women’s bodies. Still, I ate her out. The cum tasted good. The pussy tasted good, too. Every possible configuration was tried except that I didn’t fuck anyone. I remain a dedicated bottom. I sock cock, I lick assholes, and I get fucked. All of the women were doubly penetrated multiple times. I was doubly penetrated multiple times. I kissed both the men and the women. I sucked the breasts. I ate more pussy. I sucked more cocks. Men returned again and again to me to fuck me.

Towards the end of the evening, I suggested that some of the women squat over my face and pee in my mouth. I was trying to be diplomatic. The men joined in, too. Soon, everyone was peeing on everyone else. I was one of the only ones who actually drank the pee. One other woman joined me in my fascination with this wonderful body fluid. In the end, we held each other kissing and sharing piss and cum while all the others peed and came on us.

At the end of the night, I wiped off a bit, and said my goodbyes. It had been a good night. Both the men and the women thanked me for being such a worthy participant. We all agreed to do it again some time soon.

As I drove towards home, I still couldn’t put it quite to rest. I needed to be among men again, just men. I needed the gay porn from multiple screens. I needed the gloryholes, the couches, the lounge, the open bathroom. I had to return one more time to BP for the night. I was hoping to find someone to bring home. Maybe John would still be there. I couldn’t get him off my mind. I was finally getting tired. At the lockers in the entrance as I was taking off my clothes, I met Dave, a regular at BP and a regular of mine. As I was coming, he was leaving. He had been there for several hours, sucking and fucking. Immediately we started kissing. He got naked, too, and pressed his full body next to mine. His dick was at least eight inches and very thick. On the short couch just outside the locker room, we kissed and hugged each other. We 69ed for a while, and then I sat in his lap while he fucked me. It was so nice. I called John and left a message. I told him that I was going home with Dave, but that he could join us if he wanted to. I told him I loved him, and wanted to be with him again soon. I left my address. Then I went home with Dave.

Back here, not long ago, Dave and I sucked and fucked again. Again he came in my ass. I told him that I had some writing to do, and that he should go ahead and go to sleep. He’s in my bedroom now sleeping.

I should say that sometimes it doesn’t come that easily to me. I need a lot of cock, a lot of cum. I have to keep trying new ways to get laid. BP is always my first choice; Steamworks, my second. There are also other gay bars and clubs. I love all men, but especially gay men. It’s different being with a man who also fucks women. I just don’t understand it. Why would a man fuck a woman if he could fuck a man, instead. Men’s bodies are everything to me. There are parks where gay men go to pick up other gay men. I go to Volunteer Park all the time. There’s a rest stop not too far out of town where I go to get suck cock and get fucked. Truckers need loving, too. The strip joints and girlie bars all around town also offer plenty of men who want to get sucked, and who want to fuck. They go there to watch the women, of course, but they will usually settle for a man. I love hanging out in the bathrooms at the strip joints asking men to pee in my mouth, to let me suck them, to lick their buttholes, to fuck me. I really don’t care about the women. Naked women don’t do anything for me. I hardly see them. All I care about is the men, their cocks, their asses, their cum. Seldom do I ask to suck a cock and get refused. Most of the men end up fucking me as well. In addition to all this, I never fail to ask. All they can do is refuse. They usually agree. The other day, I was parked in my car with no urgent place to go when a jogger came by with a sweaty T-shirt and shorts on. While he was stopped at the corner waiting for traffic, I noticed that his dick was big, its shape visible poking out under his shorts. In a second, I got out of my car and went up to him. I told him that I had noticed his beautiful cock. I told him that I really wanted to suck him, and I wanted him to fuck me. To my surprise, he said that we could do that. We went immediately to his place that was just down a block, and in his living room I first pulled down his shorts and sucked his dick, and then he fucked me. We ended up holding each other tightly and kissing. He said that he was married, but he would like to see me again soon, and often.

I’m going to get back in bed with Dave.