Recently, I've read some complaints about loosing interest in being fem after orgasm... Ha! I think most men would say, Yeah, me too.  What I used to really hate was the cleanup after buttsex masturbation... Seemed like the last thing I wanted to do and I would have just gone to sleep or something else, but I lived at home and didn't want to get caught, so, that was reason to do the cleanup I hated.  You know, the cum, the vaseline, all the TP used to clean the Vaseline, the dick shaped household object or shampoo bottle and make sure to leave not a trace... What a drag! 

Someone else was complaining about not being able to eat his cum unless he shot it directly in his mouth, even just in his hand, after shooting it, I/ he just couldn't do it.  This got me thinking, I used to have a lot of regret after cumming, so, what changed? and what did I do to help facilitate that change? So, here are some thoughts;  After cumming, put some of your girlie clothes back on, even if it's just panties.  You don't have to feel all sexy or horny just put your panties back on like a good girl.  You can do this even though (right now) it's not what you want to do.  It's normal to be out of sex energy, you just used it all up! Give yourself a break and put your girlie things on and go do what needs to be done yet today, a sissy must still do all those things too, just like everyone.  It won't be long before you'll notce the panties rubbing on your butt or some other thing while you're washing the car or whatever you're doing and wow I'm already building up more sex energy, cool!

 Another thing; I almost always masturbate with a dildo. Sometimes just fucking a dildo for 20 minutes and cleaning up and not cumming cuz I don't want to just cum and be over for that day.. (It still feels so good!) Or hours just edging, stuck on a dong mounted to the wall, sex becomes almost as good as orgasm and it's not all about orgasm anyway, buttsex feels so good just by itself with no orgasm, but hey, I'm not going to go into the different kinds of anal orgasms I now have and the gravy is rubbing my clit while I'n having an anal O and that leading into a squirting O, Ha! I get so spent that I'm weak, but, don't regret the clean up or the taste of cum on my lips!

As far as eating my cum goes; The taste is much better once I realize it's like sour dough bread... yeah! I can get into that,  And yet, I still had trouble.  Then, I tried jacking off before going to sleep, I would let it shoot on my stomach and with the back of my thumb, I would kind of scoop it into my mouth quickly and with the sour dough idea in mind I was doing this everynight for several month and now I love the taste of jizz.:) What surprised me was, I actually did it.  Cuz no matter how much I wanted to before, I could never eat it unless I squirted right in my mouth.  Perhaps, cuz I can't see it, and I do it right away...  Whatever, it is a lot different than the first 30 years of jacking off.