Is it like this for you?...

Sissy compulsions hit me in waves.  I need to go about my daily life, and most of the time I succeed out of necessity to behave like a vanilla hetero male working dude.  But sometimes, suddenly, *POOF*, a wave of sissy arousal and compulsion fills my thoughts.  It can be so intense that it nearly sends me reeling.  In those moments I absolutely must submit.  I will find a way to dress, wherever I am, and consequently take stupid chances of being discovered and humiliated.  Nevertheless, I simply cannot resist the ACHING NEED to feel slutty and feminine. 

I call it "The Urge".  When it strikes I am helpless.

Does anyone else have this experience?

Heidi