I have tried to deny some of my desires to myself for quite a while. I still deny them to the people who know me.

I've had a varied sexlife with a few women, but ever since I was young I've tried putting stuff up my arse.

I think I've had gay fantasies since I was about 10 (straoght fantasies since about 8) and had always kind of hoped to secretly get to play with an older guys cock, somewhere like a showerblock at a campsite. Animal fantasies weren't lomg after that, 14 maybe. Never fucking animals, but being bred by them.

 I still love big tits, round ass, tasty pussy... but I've never had a dick.

 I can't claim i'm exactly a sissy, despite my love of sissy porn, but I would like the experience of being a slut for someone. If they've animal fantasies too, all the better.

I don't have a lot of girl clothing, barely any in fact, and I'm unlikely to get more, as no-one's seen what I already have.

I'm not into kids (despite knowing how I was at that age) and blood and most pain doesn't do anything for me. Neither does scat, or very hairy people. I don't mind the watersports pictures I've seen though.

I do however get extremely nervous and occasionally panic - I think this is about the 5th imagefap profile I've had, all been cancelled/deleted due to moments of fear or it getting too "real" despite my desires to actually meet up with someone.

So far I only know of a few imagefap people in even this vague area - Coastal Midwales is a big area, with not a lot of people.

So please, feel free to chat to me, even if it takes a little while for me to respond sometimes.