My job involves staying in hotels on occasion, I always take at least one pair of knickers with me.

If I know I have an evening to myself I bring a bag full of items. A few times I have stayed away at the last minute. Every Time I have at least looked for a shop to buy something. Only returning to the hotel without anything if I couldn’t find any shops selling knickers.

It is still possible in some hotels to get smoking rooms. I smoke 10 to 15 times a day. Smoking rooms are ideal for my sissy hotel nights. I can get a takeaway and head to the hotel. I walk into my room placing the food on the side. I then quickly take off all my male clothes and put them in the drawer.They won’t be needed until morning.

I have few “outfits” to choose from as well more knickers than the average female owns. I plan to do a more detailed blog on my collection/the history off on the future, but feels right to let describe what I wear when I have the chance to fully dress.

I have maid outfit, black with with lace, with a little white apron. It is super short, it doesn’t completely cover my sissy knickers no matter how much I hold it down.

I have a white and pink fluffy jumper. I have a short leather “skating” skirt that I usually wear with the jumper, although I recently purchased a pair of leather look leggings. I really love the leggings I love how they feel while wearing them and love to stroke and legs up and down. They were very cheap and I am planning to start a small collection of different ones, I will talk about this in the “future” blog I mentioned earlier.

Anyway, before eating turning on the telly etc. I will have a shower and get dressed. I don’t consider myself a “crossdresser” but a “sissy” As I keep mentioning for me this all about humiliation for me. I have had wigs in the past but I am not interested in being passable. I want people to see what a sissy this supposed “male” is. I don’t bother with makeup etc. (although I do fantasise about shaving my body hair). On these sissy hotel nights I only wear “female” clothing. I always wear a bra that I pad out. Knickers (off course!) with tights/stockings. This is what I will be wearing for the evening. I don’t have to leave as I have everything I need. My laptop, food, bed, toilet and of course my sissy self.

When I don’t have a smoking room have to get dressed into my male clothes to go outside. I always leave my undergarments on. I wait until the point of edging, stop and roll a cigarette. I usually don’t bother with the belt on trousers making me have to be careful they don’t fall down. I usually keep my hands in my pockets until I’m outside. I let let them drop to half way down my backside before lighting up. I don’t pull them back up until i’m finished. If its quiet sometimes I just pull my shirt down over them and walk back to my room. When I’m in a no smoking room I usually just a pair of pink panties to add to the humiliation.

One time I was wearing my black panties with “I love sucking cocks” written on the back. (I will have to show them off some time!) It had been a long day and I was craving humiliation. I sat on a wall next to the road looking towards the hotel. I slipped my jeans down until the leg holes were visible. I smoked while any passers by could read one of my sissy fantasies.

The best hotel I ever stayed in was smoking and had a balcony looking out over the countryside. I had a late start so I waited until dark before walking out onto the balcony dressed in my sissy maid outfit. I sat down and opened my new book which was about how sissy men should serve their Mistresses. I must sat there for at least an hour, rubbing my cock under my dress and feeling my precum between my fingers. When I couldn’t resist any longer I returned to my laptop inside. I threw myself on the bed front first landing on a pillow. I humped the pillow as quick as I could quickly filling my panties with a huge load of cum. I then got into bed, still wearing the spunky panties.

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