It’s safe to say the main turn on of my sissy side is humiliation.

The humiliation of posting pictures of with my hard cock pushing up against a pair knickers is a huge turn on for me. Often when I slip on a pair from my collection get into bed and turn on the laptop, the first thing I do is look at my own galleries and check the amount of views the images have. I think of all the eyes that have seen me in my pink knickers rock hard with a big spot of precum. My cock starts to rise pushing against the fabric, until I am unable to resist stroking it through the fabric.

I love the idea of public humiliation, being exposed with nowhere to run. I have mentioned in the last blog I do buy my knickers and other items. I Love to go shopping wearing a pair of knickers, getting home and playing with my cock that has been teased against the fabric for hours as I shop. I do this when buying knickers, sometimes when I’m doing the weekly shop.

A few times I have plucked up the courage to take things a bit further. I would like to share one of these experiences with you.

I was on holiday, my sissy side was craving the humiliation of wear knickers. I made my excuses for the days activity as wasn’t that interested. I told everyone I just wanted to spend the day led on the beach reading a book. After they left the hotel I made my way to the shops. I found a clothing shop that had a sale on. After having a look round I decided a bikini would be perfect as I was at the beach. I found a lovely metallic silver bikini with tie on bottoms and top. I picked it up and went to pay, it was so busy no-one noticed. I went straight to the toilets and changed, tying the bottom and top so they were nice and tight. I then put my “male” underwear in the bag I got the bikini in and walked out. I continued shopping, every now and then feeling the fabric through my pocket. When finished, I went for a walk on the beach, fantasising about walking down the beach with my jeans off. I dreamed of the wave of humiliation I would feel with my metallic silver bikini bottoms on show. I started to speed up my walk, I needed to play with my new purchase. When I got back I noticed something that made me feel faint and let out what I can only describe as a sissy whimper. The whole time I had been walking round with the tie of the bikini top sticking out of the top of my jumper! I pulled my jeans down and started to stroke my cock, looking at myself in the mirror. My eyes focused on the bikini top sticking out of my jumper, thinking of all the people who had seen the bikini top and my sissy secret. I was whimpering the whole time, it didn’t take long to fill the bottoms with my cum. Every shower I had for the rest of the holiday I wanked of thinking of the humiliation of that day. I still think about it, I wish I still had that bikini.

Thanks for reading. I have a few more of these I may share in the future. As I have said in my last blog/profile I am very shy. Feel free to message me, I will try to find the courage to respond. When I log into imagefap after putting on my knickers nothing excites me more than seeing a new message of encouragement, or letting me know what a sissy bitch I am.

Address me how you wish, but I love being called a “sissy bitch” and “panty boy”. I would love to hear your ideas on what I should be addressed as!

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