I first had sex with another man 28 years ago. It wasn't exactly planned or wanted at the time either. I let myself get into a position where a man had leverage over me and he blackmailed me into sucking his cock. I didn't want to do it and said no way several times first, but the threat of being busted on made me finally agree. He had me get down on my knees between his legs while he sat down and he told me to put my mouth around his big hard cock. I did and felt so disgusted and stupid that I got myself into this position. The shame and disgust for myself grew as he bobbed my head up and down on his cock deeper and deeper and he made me look up into his eyes while he gaged me and called me a cocksucker. After a little while though, I settled down and just accepted it and then it wasn't so bad afterall. Then he pumped my face hard and fast making me gag on each thrust in for a couple minutes until I got my very first taste of cum. I choked on it and was repulsed. It was salty and warm, gooey and bitter. He filled my mouth generously too. The disgust and shame came back as he flooded my mouth with his sperm. He held me down and kept my mouth over his cock deep as he pumped his load out and told me not to spill any. I wanted to wretch so bad though and was gagging. He had me slip my mouth off his cock keeping my lips tight so i wouldn't spill any cum. Then he had me look up at him, open my mouth and show it to him, and then grabbed my head and held my mouth shut and pinched my nose closed. I couldn't breathe and he told me to swallow. I held out as long as I could and yes I did struggle to break free but he was way too strong. I finally gave in and swlalowed and wretched and gagged instantly. He laughed at me and told me to be back again to do it again the next day....

it became a regular thing and truth be known, after a few days of performing my duties to him, I started to like it. By the end of the second well, I loved it and looked forward to it. By a month or so later, I was begging hiim to take my ass - which he finally did after making me beg for almost a week. I had stayed with him as his bitch for almost 11 years and enjoyed every bit of it....

I was started out early... was wondering if any others were too and thats why they like being a sissy now. lemme know. you can leave me a message if you don't wanna tell your story on this blog...