Well, it was my 22nd birthday on November 19th and it was a really awful day. I got called into both jobs so i was working all day and got yelled at all day. Then barely anyone even remembered my birthday, and i got 2 cards/gifts (money) overall. I'm not ungrateful at all, it was great and i need money anyways. Also i never really make a big deal out of my birthday but i guess deep down in my subconscious somewhere it kind of made me feel a bit like shit. So i figured i might as well rant about it here a bit since i really don't want to make a big deal about it or have it look like i'm throwing a pity party. Also the cards/money weren't even from either of my parents. One was from my grandparents, and the other from an aunt. I guess the whole ordeal sort of got my attention more than normal also because i just feel more and more like no one really cares much and more and i'm getting no support in any part of my life. But whatever i guess, hopefully things should look up. Also my friend and my dad both said they got me something so well see, should be cool. Again it's not the fact that i didn't get anything, because truthfully i always feel strange receiving gifts for any reason, but the fact that my birthday was barely acknowledged to begin with. Basically just a sign saying they care so little/pay attention so little to my life they didn't even notice/remember a birthday, which usually stands out in people's minds, especially when there is usually little reminders everywhere like FB or knowing someone else's birthday that is close. Anyways, done with rant. Night.

- Starr