After a long lull in our fantasy we finally found time to talk about it.  It was only by chance and we were talking about flirting.  I told Helen I think abut the times she flirted with those black men for me and how hot she was.  She told me she never stops thinking about them or our fantasy. She says she still wants to sleep with black men.  Well I was shocked because it seems to me that I should have been more proactive instead of being busy with other things.  

I had no idea my wife had these desires.  I told her I thought I was pushing her along so I eased off and Helen told me she has never stopped thinking about those nights where she was getting attention from blaclk men while I was watching her and that she wants to do more.  I asked her what and she told me she is ready to make the fantasy come true but that she is looking forward to finding herself a black man because she thinks they are hot.