Day1. 

Home made butt plug just under 1" thick completed. Can't wait to have something permanently in my arse. Enough jerking and playing with my hole with one finger. Started practicing to eliminate my gag reflex aswell brushed my teeth took 6" deep for about 3min

 Still determined to find my Dom male or female to serve. As long as I get to worship cock clean cum be humiliated and analy abused I could never say no to anyone that approaches me