This is where my story with Paul ends.Although it affected our friendship,it opened up a whole new world for me.Yes,I felt ashamed at times because I was confused about my sexuality,but I'm glad it happened,and went on to have many,many more great experiences with other men because of my time with Paul.

I was laying back on the bed in my basement one night with Paul between my legs,sucking my dick and balls,as usual.As much as I sort of liked this,I needed more.I would lay there while he sucked me off.I would lick his balls while he jerked off.It became boring.I somehow found the courage,fueled I'm sure by the beers we snuck out of his refridgerator in his basement,to ask him a question: "Do you want to fuck me?" Paul looked a little shocked at the question. "You mean.....fuck you in the ass?' I nodded a yes,while he still stroked my cock up and down.He didn't answer,he seemed to be thinking about the question.I confessed to him I used a candle that I would fuck myself in the ass with,while I masturbated."Doesn't that hurt?" he asked. I told him at first it did,but the feeling is unbelievable.He seemed to be turned on about what I was telling him."Okay,I'd like to try that if you are into it." was all he could say.....I could tell he really wanted to fuck me,but like me,he was also afraid.Sucking eachothers dicks was one thing,but fucking? That was a whole other thing.We were taking this whole thing to a different level,and we knew it.I hopped off the bed and pulled my jeans up.I told Paul I'd be back in ten minutes.I ran up to the bathroom and did what I had learned in a girly magazine about anal sex,which I had been doing whenever I had a "date" with my candle.I gave myself a quck enema with the small squirt enema from the closet.Then lubed up my ass with the vaseline from the bathroom counter.When I returned to the basement,Paul was sitting on the bed drinking a beer.I stood in front of him and said "Ready?" He was looking up at me and just nodded a yes.I could see he was nervous,too,but I knew we had to do this.This was what all the sneaking around was leading up too.I stepped out of my jeans.When I pulled down my underwear my already hard dick popped up at attention.Paul got the picture,and began pulling off his jeans,all the while staring at my hard dick.As he pulled his underwear off, I shocked Paul further by taking my shirt off.I could see by his "wide-eye" look how turned on he was.I handed him the bottle of baby oil I kept hidden near the bad.After he lubed up his cock I took the baby oil and pored some in my hand and spread it over my asshole,poking a few fingers in just to make sure I was lubed up.Paul sat on the edge of the bed jerking his cock.I stood before him,then turned my back on him and slowly started backing my ass down towards his small,but erect cock.I placed a hand on his bare leg and steadied myself,squatting over his dick.I hit the target in one shot.The head of Pauls dick was now pressed up against my lubed-up "virgin" young asshole!I reached back and guided his dick while I squatted down,and he easily enterd my ass.I will never forget that feeling. I actually let out a sigh as Pauls dick entered my asshole for the first time.Paul must have felt it too,because he immediatley grabbed my hips when I sat down on his cock.Soon I was slowly moving up and down until I found a comfortable rythmn.After a few minutes I stood up,Pauls cock popping out of my tight young asshole.Without saying a word,I crawled up on the bed and got in the doggie position,my head down but looking back at Paul,with a smile on my face.Paul smiled back at me and quicklyl postioned himself behind me.After he entered me he pressed me down on the bed and began slowly fucking me.It didn't last long though.We were both so young,and so turned on,Paul came within about 2 minutes,his small dick spurting a small load in my ass.I came too,very quickly.The weight of Pauls body on mine while his dick was in my ass was too much.I grinded my dick into the bed mattress and came very hard.Paul lay on top of me for a long while,sweating and panting.

Paul fucked me a few more times after that,but we were doomed.We snuck around from our friends,fooling around whenever we could.Guilt took over,and soon we were uncomfortable around eachother while around other friends.We drifted apart,but I will never forget those times with him.It would be another 5 years until I would have sex with another guy.But,the next "guy" was very different.............

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