A little something I've learned over the years through experience is that blowjobs can completely and utterly take-over a man's life. I'm not even kidding.  I've seen it happen with guys I know who are in all other senses nice normal intelligent human beings who start dating one or another orrally *gifted friends of mine, and it all goes downhill from there! 

I am referring to the supremely erotic place the blowjob itself seems to hold in sexuality.  Some men want to write it off as a kind of 'extra' or 'teasing-foreplay' activity.  I think that a fair number of men would agree with my humble (but experienced) opinion that it can be much more.  OH-sO-MUCH-MORE.  I had a good friend (who shall remain unnamed here) with whom I did everything in college.  We were close, not romantic, but shared everything about each others' respective relationships, thoughts, etc.  One night after a party, we wandered hand-in-hand into the theater building where he had been working.  Surrounded by heavy black hanging curtains, I slipped his trowsers down and sucked his dick like I owned it.  He just stood there gasping for several minutes after, looking into my doe-eyes! MMmm... but from there it went... he needed to have it... he tried not to mention or bring it up, but it became a powerful all-consuming erotic temptation.  (Made worse, no doubt, by my willingness to 'help him' several other times that semester.)  What can I say? I just like it. The act. The cum. The taste and texture of cum, and the personal erotic situation of the entire thing.  I like the aspects of him giving up conrol. And of being controlled, used for pleasure. 

Anyway, I fear I may have somehow 'messed up' the good thing I have going with a co-worker.  I'm a little concerned that I have totally 'blown-his-brains-out' as our conversations and activities, no matter how nice, seem to kep coming around to the topic of 'just one more blowjob... pleaSE!!!!"

-M