My life now is indeed total slavery. My Mistress has allowed me to move back into my old house, but my living space there consists of just the attic and the upstairs toilet. In the attic I have an Internet connection, a few clothes, not as many as in my own little flat, but there is quite a large collection of rubberwear. My Mistress has taken me as Her very own personal toilet slave - no-one else is allowed to be Her Toilet and I thank Her for that.

My work in prostitution continues, as I promised my Mistress it would when I struck a deal with Her to avoid being reported to the police by Her for spying on Her, full evidence provided.  However, instead of my whoring being done in the small flat, now it's mainly done in the old house, with groups. My Mistress is running a brothel there and though the main attraction is to be disciplined by one of Her Princesses, I feature as a special attraction to men who are particularly perverted.

My Mistress knows that I previously did stage shows, even before I had been 'done' - I strutted around in my rubberwear on stage after stripping from my burqa or an abaya and niqab, and I sucked a lot of cock. That's now forbidden, but I've to do a version of my stage show in the old house, in one of the lower rooms which has a small stage in it, curtains and lights. This is the scheme my Mistress has devised to humiliate and degrade me as much as She possibly can (though She is not cruel to me any more) - She gets in groups of twenty men at a time, I never know when it is going to happen but I am always to be ready. Each time my Mistress arranges one of these groups I put on my show for them and then they all use me. She lets me have £5 for the pleasure.

Always She has had a liking for the idea of fooling men and having them fuck and use a thing, some thing which used to be male, like they are. She knows how disgusted many of them would be and it gives Her tremendous pleasure to see men using me. It's only in secret that I am Her Toilet. She has a special diet she says is necessary for her role as a provider. She learned the secret from an old Dutch Mistress Whore. A Dominant Mistress who intends to feed Her slave Her Shit should adopt a purely vegetarian diet. It is the meat and animal products in shit that make it bitter and it can make slaves gag. Much better to have a vegetarian shit which will slip down nice and easily. Anyway, the point is, no-one except members of the household knows I am a full-time toilet. In particular, the men in the room don't know.

Anyway, when I do my show, I first of all do a strip from my burqa, revealing some kinky rubberwear, then I go off stage...

Next I come back and do another strip, this time from an abaya and niqab, revealing French knickers underneath with a white suspender belt and white stockings. I get to pull aside the gusset of the knickers to show my slit and I also spray my urine, through the knickers at first then openly as I pull them aside to show my spraying cunt.

After that I come on a third time, wearing high heels, sheer nylons, a short skirt, an off the shoulder cotton top with a jacket covering it, plenty of jewellery and my dupatta covering my head and keeping me modest. At the start of this routine I carry on a handbag and put it down on the stage before I begin to strip one last time. First of all I get down on my hands and knees and invite the men to take me, using whoreish slutty language. I spread my legs and show them under my skirt. It doesn't take long until one of them fucks me. Often I end up with DPs and TPs and I'm totally covered in cum. I also get pissed on quite a lot. I'm always totally soaked by the end.

My Mistress always gets a group of men who are known to be into anal sex and I take a huge anal pounding. That isn't the end though. I haven't even fully finished stripping yet. My clothes are sodden and spattered and hanging on me and I begin to take them off, all of them, leaving me with just my rings and bracelet. I am totally naked in front of a group of twenty men and I've just been fucked by all of them and sucked off most of them and now I am about to reach the climax of the act. All ot it totally without sexual feeling on my part, since I have no sense of physical pleasure from my sex organs I feel nothing. I simply do as I must do.

For the finale, totally nude, I reach into the handbag and take out a small cloth containing a specially collected sample of faeces taken from my Mistress. All the men naturally enough assume it must be my own. I get down on the stage in front of them all and I show them my cunt in full view. Not a real cunt of course, something which used to be part of my colon, part of my shitting system, transplanted to the front to give me a front bottom I call my vagina. I take the shit and push it in while all the men watch me then they take it in turns to fuck me in my manslit, and I suck them all off again and after that the curtain is drawn on me as I lie down and start to masturbate, all the men leave and I am sent to clean up then return to duty.

Apart from doing my show I am not allowed into other parts of the house. Occasionally I am sent back to the small flat to service a special client, and I always go out in my most modest clothing now unless specifically told to do otherwise. Probably just as well, I am so afraid that my Mistress will (or already has, She's done it once before) post pictures or videos of me on the Internet. I am constantly looking over my shoulder.

One of the most degrading things has been to grovel in Her Shit while begging for Her Piss and Her Dirty Panties. Although I started the   Shitters   club I have never really been into scat and even thinking of it made me quiver and it sent a shiver up my spine. I have found though that with the special diet it works well. The Shitters club was intended to have only "tasteful" scat pictures, now I find I am top of the billing!

Your Hali

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