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Contemplating my Orientation
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I've recently begun questioning how I classify my sexual orientation. I have always considered myself to be straight, even though I do enjoy the sensualness of the female body. I love to see women in lingerie, stockings and heels. This includes myself. For work I dress professionally, but underneath I always have on something sexy. I love to dress and undress in front of a mirror so I can admire myself.
When I'm viewing porn I spend as much time on mature women as I do on men. The pleasure i receive is different when viewing women. It's more subtle. Seeing a nice hard cock is like a flame compared to a nice glowing ember when looking at a sexy cunt or beautiful pair of breasts.
I have been with a women twice in my life. The first time was over thirty years ago, when an aquaintance of ours joined my husband and me. It felt very natural including her. We all seemed to anticipate each others needs and desires. It was a very fulfilling experience. Soon after, I became pregnant and we started our family. As the years went by we were busy raising our family. Our sex life continued to evolve over time, but we didn't include anyone else. We never really talked about it, but we were both open to including others if the right situation presented itself.
About a month ago we were vacationing in Phoenix. My husband participates in triathalons, and developed a friendship with a man he met and competed against over the years. He lives in Phoenix, so we met for dinner one evening. We had a fabulous meal, and fascinating conversation. His wife was spectacular. Tall and fit with huge fake breasts and gorgeous legs. We went back to their house for drinks, and I think everyone knew how the night was going to end. It was nothing short of incredible. Two beautiful smooth cocks for two beautiful smooth cunts. She was delicious. We pleasured each other orally while our husbands watched and masturbated. It was so sexy watching my husband fucking her while being fucked by her husbands huge cock. It was an incredible night to say the least.
Which brings me back to my original thought. I guess for all intents and purposes, it doesn't really matter, but lately I've felt an urge to be with a woman again. I think I've talked myself into referring to myself as bisexual.
Kiss, Missy
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Posted on : Oct 24, 2013
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Commented on Nov 8, 2013
swiminnj - I guess the main reason I was contemplating the label is because it is a profile setting on the site. That and I guess I had been spending a lot of time thinking our evening with friends. Kiss, Missy
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Commented on Oct 29, 2013
Wow! Very well written and sensual.
I think you may be right, but why have to label yourself?
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Commented on Oct 24, 2013
You raise an interesting point. I have a few women friends that I am emotionally invested in, as well as being sexually attracted to. Circumstances as they are, I don't anticipate that we will ever become sexually intimate. I guess what I am trying to say is that I think the emotional attraction is there as well. Kiss, Missy
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Commented on Oct 24, 2013
I would respectfully disagree, sexual orientation is much more than sexual desire. I believe it has more to do with emotional desire. Can you see yourself attracted, both sexually and emotionally, with a woman as well as a man? Perhaps I am wrong, everyone has the right to define themselves after all, just throwing my two cents in.
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