Continued from Part 1 :

The morning after my first sexual experience with my friend Paul,I was very,very confused.Part of me was ashamed of what happened.I was a normal teenage boy who liked girls,right? Why did I let one of my best friends,who was another guy,suck my dick? How could I let this happen? Yet,as I went over these thoughts in my head over and over and over again,one thing was for sure: my dick was so hard when I woke up it actually hurt!!!! Thinking about what happened the night before I soon found myself lying on my stomach in bed grinding my incredibly hard dick into the mattress until I came so hard I lay there panting for a few minutes before getting up to take a shower.In the shower while soaping myself up,I again began to think about what happened the night before.Same thing,guilt at first,but my dick got so hard again it was turning a purple color!.On my knees in the shower I jerked off and again came really hard.I got dressed and did whatever I had to do that day,but I did notice that I had a hard-on all day.After dinner I was lying on my bad listening to music when my mother yelled to me that I had a phone call.I picked the phone up,it was Paul.After some awkward small talk,he asked if we could hang out,he wanted to talk to me.I said sure,and a few minutes later he walked into my bedroom,shutting the door behind him.I was sitting on the edge of my bed,and he sat next to me.I was so uncomfortable I could feel myself blushing red and sweating.After clearing his throat a few times and saying "Um" a few times,Paul finally came out with it."Look,I'm not gay,and I'm sure you aren't either...and,um.......but,I mean..." I stopped him and said "Hey,it's cool,it's cool,don't worry." Paul said "This will be our secret.You won't tell anybody about this,will you?" I said of course I wouldn't. "It was fun though,right?",Paul said with a laugh.I laughed too and said yeah,it was.After a few more uncomfortable minutes Paul blurted out "I really like your dick." After a few seconds of silence,we both started laughing."No,I mean.......uh...you know..are you cool with this?" I nodded and told Paul I was cool with it,but........I wasn't ready to suck his dick........yet.

The following few weeks were the same.Paul loved sucking my dick.We would duck into the woods,sumps,behind houses,anyplace.It would always end the same way.When I was about to cum,I would put my hand on his head,and he would move down and suck my balls while I would then jerk off until my load spurted out.Paul would jerk on his own cock while sucking my balls until he came.We almost got caught a few times,which made it even more exciting!I have to admit at that time I wasn't interested in sucking his dick.His was pretty small,nothing like the cocks I had seen in dirty magazines,and much smaller than mine.But,I had to admit,I was very turned on by what we were doing,even if I did feel somewhat guilty about it.After getting countless blowjobs from Paul,even though he really liked sucking my dick,it was my turn to give him something back.That would mean telling him about something I had been doing for the past year while I was alone in my basement that would completely change my sex life........