I am a bi female. I never paid attention at crossdressing and shemale things until 2 years ago, some clues that my hubby might be a cd, were caught randomly. I got frustrated but started getting into those m2f things such as cd, tranny, shemale, sub.

Once, when I was in my business trip. I met a woman, another one who got the same frustrating life as she said. We chatted a lot about m2f things with wine. Then I did not know how come I came to her room with her. She turned on music but turn off the lights. I could feel her soft lips pressed on mine and rubbed them with her wetness. I could not remember how my skirt and coat gone and how she unbutton my blouse, when i was in her bed, I had my bra, panties stockings, garter and heels with me only.

She sucked me and took off my panties with her mouth. When she came up to kiss me again, her hand started rubbing my pussy and sliding her finger in. That made me horny and thinking of a cock. She asked me if i like it, I said yes and told her I was thinking of my hubby. She said why not her hubby. I said yes.

She asked me if I wish there is a cock working in my pussy. My blushing face gave her a clear answer. She whispered me she had a toy there if I'd like to try. I used double head dildo before so I was just smiling as yes to her. Just a short moment, I felt she used her toy to flirt my crotch. That made me spread my legs wider. Then, my bottom told me her toy was stretching my pussy and shoving in inch by inch. She smiled and asked me to answer her if I like it. I said yes just like my hubby's. It was not that hard like a plastic, maybe a robber one but warm. I asked her how come? She said because what I was playing in the bed was the hubby. I did not understand what he said. "my toy is real not a dildo" she gave me a big hint!

I do not want if I would do again or avoid. two diff moods r struggliing in my mind. I am bi female, she is shemale. Our both sides got satisfied. I have hubby, family kids and nice job. I should not get into that. but my body my dirty side of myself have desires. i been bi before I met this wonderful "woman" but she released my bi mood totally. and she is 2nd man i feel i am fell down in love after my hubby. when she squirmed between my spread legs, i did not know if i should treat her as a man or a woman. Treating her as woman made me perverted. Treating her as a man made me drity and guilty but excited. both ways made me excited and stimulated. Whatever, I treated myself as her woman, her lil girl, her doll maybe her lover or wife.

We made each other so crazy. I found I was not a sex assault victim, that was not just a sex affair, we r not playing a game nor just sex partners for fulfill sex needs for each other. I felt I was almost getting in love. I was trying to ask myself to stare her eyes as what she was doing while she slammed me. After cpl shy tries, I finally locked my eyes on hers with my blushing face. We stared each other while our bottoms worked together. my wetness mixed up with hers. I could taste her sweat from her arms and bust. her tits grindiing mine everytime when she did pumping movement on the top of me.

I was telling myself I am being melted and becoming part of her. However I did not forget I was resisting, struggling and begged her to stop when she started touching me. I did not forget I was blushing and nervous.

One hour later, her body sign especially her breath and throbbing cock told me he gonna cum soon. I was trying to push her away or let she slow down but I did not make it. She found out what I tried to do. She whispered me that I had already answered yes when she asked me "are you my girl?" and she begged me to raise my legs and cross them on her waist and she would give me a woman's joy as my man. I knew what she was gonna do but I was nervous and not ready to accept her orgasm's gift. I was struggling on what I should do