Owner maso knew that i held my intimate moments, whenever i'm in my room, as something precious. She has therefore put my loyalty to test, and has requested that i give to her that part of my life. The webcam is set to connect automatically with my O/owners, so everytime i get back home from work, it will point at my naked body. It's a sort of 'Big Brother' eye that my O/owners use, not only for their visual pleasure, but also for the purpose of humiliating me.

This afternoon it was one of such moments. i was connected to the webcam, showing myself naked (as i've been told to be at ALL times, while in my room) and it also happened that i was masturbating while seeing some pictures in Imagefap.

i'm sure that my owner was there, watching me. But, how could i be so sure? Maybe she wasn't there, maybe it was not her but Master who was controlling me... In any case, to know that i'm just a sexual object to be abused and laughed at through the webcam is something that i'm starting to asimilate.

One of the first signs that show that i've lost the initial reluctance to act naturally is that i freely masturbate and obtain strong, really thick erections. That's something that simply didn't happen at the beginning. Another of such signs is that i've got rather quickly accostumed to the idea of not owning any more my old freedom of intimacy.

After all, if that is one of the few things that i could give away to my owner then it's worth of it.

i tried to live on my own, like before i met my owner, but it doesn't work. Not anymore. Besides, now that i know the great power that she represents, who would be so stupid to want to go back to another time?

i need my owner. i need her to control me. In time i'll be able to perform bolder and bolder demostrations of loyalty (as i've assured her) and then she'll have more of me.

She has now my soul, and my flesh. She will have even more flesh, eventually all of it.

Anything to quench her sadistic thirst for power, and her need to abuse me and reduce me to the level of a turd, the only one that i deserve.

i've got no other use. i was born for that, exclusively to be used by owner maso, the only woman that i've truly feared and respected in my life.

pp