For me having The Perfect Mistress means finding a Mistress who will force me to have exactly what I want (but always found it hard to ask for because it would be so dirty), but withhold it too... So precious, this kind of worship.

Being with The Perfect Mistress, to me, means oral servitude more than anything else. It means accepting my Mistress's dirt - but Her dirt is so clean! I love Her delicate delicious feminine dirt. I enjoy pushing my face into Her dirty nylons and breathing deeply, it doesn't even smell slightly sweaty or acrid, it's beautiful and soft and wonderful. It sets my head spinning with desire for more and more, I just can't take in enough. I love to breathe with my face inside Her shoes. She is so clean She is named Miss Odorless (note the American spelling, She punishes me if I ever use the UK spelling by accident). I thoroughy enjoy wearing Her soiled panties and especially pantygirdles as facemasks, always making sure of course that the smelly gusset is placed precisely over my nose and mouth. I like it when She makes me stuff my mouth with a pair of Her truly crusty panties as well, then the saliva reconstitutes Her magnificent Cunt Juice. Even better when She makes me pull a pair of Her nylon stockings over my head, first one then the other, and has them fully pulled down my neck and fastened down with a jewelled choker.

Naturally the crowning glory is to have Her urinate into my mouth while I am in this condition. Nothing can surpass the feeling of looking up at Her spraying vulva, only dimly viewed through two layers of nylon, with that interference effect caused by the strands of the material, making it an almost surreal scene. I love to see it coming and know what I am going to receive. This is the final moment, the thing I have always wanted, to consume my Mistress's waste products.

It does go further, I'm sure you can imagine...

She does spoil me in some ways and I feel lucky. She gives me little surprises. One is to allow me out for one hour this week during my weekly toilet duty lockup, to clean myself in the shower, get dressed again in a second rubber outfit and sit down to write this blog entry. She surprises me with gifts of clothes to wear, and She even allows me to keep a very few pairs of Her pantygirdles and an assortment of Her other garments.

Indeed She is The Perfect Mistress.

Do please tell me what your personal wishes are, I'd love to hear them, we can all have our dreams come true if we plan carefully.

Kisses everyone,

Hali