(By Emmy)

This is just a lead up to when Ry and I both did things sexually together for the first time. Pretty boring with no sex.

Our family lived in a pretty small 2 bedroom house in a fairly small city. Both Ry and I loved the place despite the issue of sharing a bedroom, which was also pretty small.

Our parents would give us baths together, I believe right up until we were 6 or 7. Nudity between the two of us was something we were use to at an early age. Bathing aside it was impossible to even try and hide ourselves when we changed in our small room.

Then there were the stormy nights. Pretty much from the age I could walk, I would go to our parent’s room during a thunderstorm. However I guess we were 5 when I stopped going to their room and simply made the few step walk to Ry’s bed. At first it annoyed him as I would grasp onto him tightly, but after a while when a storm would approach, he would be ready to accept me into his bed, and he would then hold me and talk about different things to take my mind off of the storm.

When we were 11 our aunt invited us to stay with her for a few weeks in the summer. Her place was just one bedroom which meant not only did we not get a bedroom, but for a few weeks we shared a bed.
Our aunt is a photographer and she invited us to a lake where she was planning a shoot some nature photos. After about an hour she asked if we wanted to go swimming.

Both of us said no simply because we didn’t have anything to swim in. Well our aunt made quick work of that as she completely stripped her clothes off and ran in. We were in awe, but I can’t figure out if we were in awe of what she just did or because she was the first woman we saw naked.
After a minute of her coaxing us to come in we took our clothes off and ran in as well. The three of us had a blast. When it was time to head back we just walked to trail in what we came out of the water in. Our aunt figured there was no point in putting our clothes on. Since the likelihood of encountering someone was next to zero it wasn’t an issue.
When we finally arrived back at her place she suggested we take turns showering. I told her Ry and I could take a shower together. Although we hadn’t done it in a while it was something we were (or at least I was) comfortable with. Our aunt then said the shower can fit all three of us and it would save us time and water.

It was the first time I noticed something with Ry. His penis was bigger than earlier and the biggest I had seen it. I said nothing until later that night.
After Ry went to bed I went to our aunt’s bed to ask her some questions.
She was surprisingly quite open about talking about sex and sexual related things.
We talked all night which is where I learned about the male body as well as the term incest. I also became more self-conscious about myself. Why hadn’t Ry gotten ‘erect’ when he saw me nude, but did when he was with our aunt?

Fast forward to when we were 13 and in grade 8. Most of my friends took an interest in boys this year. I still had no interest however. That was until one day when we turned to talking about things with a sexual nature.
My friend Candace started to take an interest in Ry, constantly asking me about him.

They eventually started to date which didn’t really bother me at first, but when I caught them together one day in our room, I started to get both jealous and angry. As for what I caught them doing? Well Candace was giving Ry a handjob. He sat on his bed with his pants down to his feet, Candace had her top off (bra on) and was stroking his dick.
I knew I shouldn’t have felt jealousy over this, after all he’s my brother!

In both grade 9 and 10 I kept noticing Ry’s body more, to the point it actually was turning me on. Often I would masturbate at night under the cover as he slept just a couple of feet away. I always fantasized about Ry waking up and having his way with me.

Grade 11, just after my 17th birthday is when things changed for the both of us.

Stay tuned for the next part!