I have been with my current(female) partner for the last 2 years,and up until today, she was not aware of my cuckold fantasies, or the degree of male bias I have in my bisexual nature. She has known of my love for dressing up for the whole two years,and even usually gives me my pedicures. We have played with me being dressed up many times, but has not known that in my head I was thinking of pleasuring a male partner while she was pleasuring me. My overwhelming imagination at the point of cumming always leads me to the idea of a man exploding in my mouth, and that is what tips me over. If there are are other thoughts, they are of me being dressed in my lingerie and servicing other men, not women.

Today she dressed me up and restrained me, and we tried ass play for the first time together. She was very gentle and talked about my fantasies of watching her suck a lover's cock, and for him to fuck her anally.....sucking the cum directly from her ass or mouth is equally appealing to me and I told her so. So she indulged me while I was bound and blindfolded. She probed my ass for the first time with a dildo, and although it was never inside me by more than a couple of inches, her continual sucking of my cock at the same time was exhilarating. I actually stopped her from sucking me and asked to be loosened from my bonds so I could masturbate. I looked at my own feet, encased in their stockings and strappy sandals, curled my painted toes in the shoes, and imagined her lover was watching all of this, as I tried to make myself cum. I wanted her to think I was not worthy to have her make me cum, and that I had to do it myself. I eventually did masturbate to the point of cumming, and she lowered her head and took my cum in her mouth. When I was spent, she brought her lips to mine, and spilled the entire contents into my own mouth. Although I have tasted another man's cum rarely, I have not often tasted my own....when I cum, I lose the interest! However, I previously told her that from now on, whenever I cum, she should take my cum in her mouth and push it back to me, so I can prepare myself for when her lovers do the same thing. She was happy to do it, and we shared a very cummy kiss.

When I set about orally pleasing her, she told me to imagine I was sucking her lover's cum from her own ass. I had already cum, but I was immediately turned on enough to imagine this, and gave her two intense orgasms which largely came from me thinking of doing that very thing. I have no idea whether she was thinking it hereself, or she was just being kind. BUT, we made a lot of progress today....she has seen into my bisexuality more than ever before, and we had a very satisfying lovemaking session today. I posted the pics we took in my galleries.....I will see how things progress!