I believe that we are who we are! it just take a while to realise somtime.

At five years old ...it was my mother birthday....plenty of people. I saw her unwrap a box (this was a joke gift) one vibrator

and one sexy red outfit!!! they where laughing out of it....she quickly hide everything in her bedroom....The week after i found the sexy red outfit ..i put it on and i got a erection .....at that time I did not understand what was happening...she caught me with my bonner and she told me that i done a bad thing and i should never put that again because it was lady's clothing!!!!!

I guess this situation made something inside me!!!

nudity was always something that i like!!!! I grow up in a little country ...often alone and at that time i was often naked in the wood

5 until 10 years old

at 7 i start masturbating

at 10 i start masturbating with my little boy friends

I was shure at that time that god gave me a girly mind in a boy body or something like that!

and i had to work it out!!! this was my mission!!I grow up in a catholic religion) 

i start to have girlfriend(just masturbation at that time) 

at 15 years old i start masturbating my ass....I could not explain why but I had to do it!!!

at 16 I make out for the first time with the love of my life she was like a sunshine for me with a rainbow behind....god i love her so much

plus she was horny we did a lots of things

one day she ask me to go to a halloween party ...me dress as a girl and her as a man i said ok!!

when we where ready to go she start kising me I was so exited...she grab my ass and she was acting like a man ...I was playing the game

we went in the bedroom and we make love after i came she ask me if she can rub my ass...I said why .....because i want to!!

ok than....i was on the bed ass up face down ans she put her finger on my ass and in my ass with some lub...

she asked me ...do you like it...i was so affraid.and exited i said nothing 

she grab her dildo and she start fucking me slowly i try to stop her  but she put a hand behind my head pushing it in the bed

she said ...take it you little slut i know you can!!!!

she fuck me for about 15 minutes and i jerk off on the bed

she said said.... clean it supid fuck!!! 

after 3 years with her she left me 3 week after that!!

She said that she was seing a older man for the last 3 month (that was him who ask her to fuck me dress as a woman)

She told me that for a couple weeks when she was asking me to eat her pussy and asshole it was because she was fill with the older man cum (that was another request from the old man)

She use me as a fucking sub bitch !!!!  

it was the love of my life i never undurstand why and she never explain why!!!!