I love how porn removes my mind from the present, time means nothing, thinking is the enemy. It taps directly into my lust, removing anything that stands in the way. Savoring Mommy's crusty panties becomes a delight. Shoving 8" of black plastic cock into my asshole becomes a necessity. Jerking off while watching a fat ass neighbor becomes acceptable and desirable.

 Hours and cares disappear replaced by total concentration and devotion to pleasure. Nothing is taboo anymore. My boi-clit and hungry boi-pussy dictate my every action, give me a new model of right and wrong, let me happily feast on depravity. In the midst of my addiction I seek out others and we feed each other. Insatiable. Demanding. Beautiful. 

I love the ritual of porn preparation. Showering and primping. Watching my panties slide over my ass, modeling them in the mirror. Putting my bra on, sliding on my heels. Pounding my clit  to hardness and admiring the tent it creates. And then with butterflies in my stomach I walk to my computer...slide in front of it...and sink into a world from which I know I will not return from for some hours...exhausted... spent...saited...until the next time.