My mind couldn't think anything else, and more to the point, SPRING BREAK ALONE!  Most would WANT to go somewhere, but with my parents visiting my aunt for the week I FINALLY managed to convince them I'd be better off at home.
"It's crowded, EVERY member of the family will be there.  I have a lot of school work to finish."  I'd said ANYTHING to get them to agree.  My brother was in college and I was HOME ALONE! 
As I strode up the stairs and into the house my head was filled with thoughts of video games, sleeping in, and watching porn with no one around!  Ever since the incident in my brothers room I had began to self explore.  I loved the taste of CUM still, and had discovered anal masturbation, and had fallen in love with it!
I came in and locked the door.  Kicked off my shoes, and dumped my pack.  Taped to the television was a note from my mom.  The note was filled with rules and "don't's" but wrapped around 200 dollars!!!!????  She explained that she hadn't gone shopping for the week, and thought I could use some extra "fun money"!!!  Mother of god all the ideas that rushed through my head!  I just had NO idea that not only was I not really "alone" but that my week would be far from uneventful...
 After ordering pizza I heard a knock at the door.  A UPS man pulled away as I peeked out.  There was a pair of packages on the deck.  Weird.  Mom mentions when she's expecting...OH.  They were for me?!?
I hadn't ordered anything.
Fuck it.  I went to tear into one and noticed the letter taped to the side. 
Typed on a small paper was:
OPEN SMALL ONE FIRST.
OK.
So I opened the small one and gasped, It was a...DILDO?!  WHO.  THE.  FUCK. SENT.  ME. A.  DILDO!?!?
It was soft rubber and an inch and half across, and 9 inches long.  It came with a bottle of synthetic "cum" lube.  But who could've done this?!  Had one of the guys I'd been teasing and chatting with hacked my computer and found my address??  Did someone KNOW!?!
I immediately jumped up and looked out the window.  Nothing seemed off, but i saw imaginary lurkers in every shadowed corner.  My heart still racing I returned to the couch and the small box.  i just sat there and stared for gods only knows how long.
"knock knock knock"
"AHHH!!" I screamed.  It was the door.  I stood up to open it, scared of what would be there.  Of WHO this imaginary and informed stalker was.
The pizza guy.  LOL!  WHEW!!!
I laughed nervously when I opened the door witch made him arch an eyebrow, as I got his money I noticed he was smiling.
"New toy?" he smirked as he nodded to the table.  DAMMITT I LEFT THE DILDO OUT!!!
Due  to my shock and being caught so off guard I let slip "yeah.  It's…" I caught myself and turned bright crimson, but before I could stammer a correction, he just smiled and nodded. 
"Cool."
I blushed brighter and he smiled bigger.  I shoved his money into his hand and slammed the door.
I dropped the pizza onto the table and flopped on the couch.
I stared at the dildo.  I finally picked up the cum lube and looked at the bottle.
WARMS TO THE TOUCH
AUTHENTIC TASTE
I sat it back down and ate dinner. I kept staring at the packages, and kept finding other things to do.  Video games, reading, shower, ANYTHING.  I finally decided I had some cash and was emboldened by my aloneness and the strangeness of the night’s events.  I grabbed my coat and walked out to the park.  There on the back picnic area was the STONERS.  The kids at school that EVERYONE knew smoked weed.  As I approached them an older guy walked up to me. "lost?" he said smugly.
"NO." I said flatly," need a couple joints."  Doing my best impression of my older brother.
The guy smiled," Don't know what your talking bout."
I started to turn, my courage fled, when a voice from the group spoke up.
"Naw, SHE'S cool," the voice smirked, "sorry.  HE.  HE'S COOL."  HOLY SHIT.  PIZZA GUY!!
He walked over and laid the joints in my hand.  "Good stuff," he said, “go easy on it."  I shoved it into my pocket and went to pull out a 20.
"Nah.  It's cool," he waved me off, "first taste free or whatever bullshit.  Besides, I'm sure we'll run into each other later this week.  Right?" It didn't feel like a question.
I turned and walked briskly away and back home.  I locked the door right away and went to the garage.  My friends all claimed to smoke, but I never had.  I'd tried a cigarette and didn’t like it but the mechanics of smoking were easy.  I didn't know how much you should smoke but after half of one of the joints I felt like it MUST be enough.  My head swam, my body tingled, and I felt AMAZING.
Afterwards I stripped and headed to the PC.  Popped open messenger and hit the chat rooms looking for someone to "play" with.  I had recently discovered chat rooms and had gotten more adventurous with talking to guys.  My secret midnight cock sucking with my brother had really woken up something in me. As my night moved on I got more and more excited, stroking my cock to a couple of orgasms.  As I sat washed in the wave of pleasure from my last one my eyes drifted to the table.  THE CUM  LUBE.  I hadn't tasted cum in a couple months and...why not?  I don't know who sent it, but it was mine now right?
I snatched the bottle up and settled into my chair.  I started looking at some sites for videos and found one of a tiny girl being double violated.  I loved watching the huge black cock spread her ass, as well as the cum draining from her lips as cock after cock was fed to her.  I squirted a drop of lube onto my fingers...it tingled a little.  I lowered my hand to my hole and rubbed my two little fingers gently around.  Unconsciously I dipped into myself.  I was already lost.  My two fingers slipped in with an ease I had NEVER known, and it WAS getting warmer, HOT even.  The feelings washed over me as I picked up my pace.  My fingers for the first time TRULY penetrating me all the way, the ease of entry and cannabis in my system had made me daring and I quickly picked up speed.  I slid from the computer chair to have more access.  Now on my knees, I slammed two fingers to the hilt as the sounds of the video filled my head.
The exertion became a bit much on my wrist and I stopped.  But I WASN'T done.   As I panted and let myself enjoy the new sensations I had felt, my eyes drifted to the dildo.  I crawled across the room to it.  I opened it and stared at it.  In my boldness the idea of it's origin became a non-concern.
I took my still slick hand and petted the soft pink silicone.  It was soft but rigid.  It reminded me of David.   It smelled faintly of strawberry?!
 I took the bottle and dripped a bit on the head.  Urged by the sounds of the gang fuck video I smeared the head slowly just...staring at it.  it was bigger than my fingers.  Bigger than even MY COCK. It was roughly like my brothers.  i closed my eyes and lowered it till the tip touched me.  I jumped a little, took a deep gulp and...PUSHED.  My eyes shot open and a deep gasp escaped my lips as the head POPPED in!
I had a dildo in my ass!  I had though of this ever since a random midnight bathroom break led to my discovering my brothers cock and my desire for it. Sure it was rubber but a COCK WAS IN ME.  I pushed a bit more and my body exploded with more sensation.  The cum lube made things TOO easy.  The dildo was stretching me but it had little resistance.  Ever further inch by inch I worked into me, panting and gasping.  As I worked it in and out I became lost in my self.  Drowning in pleasure, my hole burned at the stretching but oh every time it rubbed deep I shuddered.  It was HEAVEN.
I positioned the dildo between my hole and the floor.  Breathlessly I began to bounce.  Faster and faster, losing myself in the cock cramming bliss.  I finally looked down and saw that 7 of the 9 INCHES buried into me.  I went to shift my weight to see better and slipped, slamming the floor and shoving the pink toy as deep as possible.  I gasped and squealed loudly! And in an instant I felt white light flood my vision and my head swim as I gushed cum across the floor!
I collapsed. I just lay there in a heap.  The video had long ended and I couldn't move.  The pain in my ass remained as the dildo was still fully lodged in me.  I had broke my last taboo.  Here I was.  A sad teen cumslut laying on his back with a dildo in his tight little ass.
I slowly rolled over, reached around and pulled the dildo free.  It felt stuck at first and then slid free with a POP!  I lay there giggling at the thought of it.  The cannabis was still strong in me and I had heard it was a good pain killer.  I cleaned myself up on wobbly legs and then went to the garage to finish the first joint.  When I came back in I remembered the 2nd package, the larger one.  What could it be, I thought?  If the first was a dildo...
I took it and ripped it open, again their origin the furthest thing from my mind. Inside was a pair of white cotton thong panties, black buckled shoes, a plaid skirt, white button up blouse, stockings, garter belt and a blonde wig.
 My head spun.  This was strange. I re-examined the box.  No actual shipping had been paid.  So  the UPS guy had dropped them off?  How could he know?  Was he an online guy like I thought?  Or ...or what?  i couldn't think.
 
But...
 
I was home alone, and the place was locked.  i just needed to figure this out.  it had to be someone that KNEW. It was then I found a 2nd note.
IT'S OK.  THIS ONE IS SO YOU HAVE SOME CLOTHES TO WEAR.  YOU NEED TO LOOK THE PART.
-DAVID
P.S.
WAVE
 
DAVID.  MY BROTHER.  OF COURSE.  This was his idea of a joke.  I just...why?  He knew.  Of course he had.  I was so stupid.  He knew...but approved?  I was so confused as I read the note a second time.
"Wave?"
I looked around, looking for ANYTHING.  Then I noticed.  The webcam had been replaced with a newer one.  It had no light.  I quickly covered it and looked at the tech profile.  IT WAS ONLINE!!!!!!!  It had been streaming my play session to...WHO???!!!??? I couldn't find out.  So I unplugged the cam and returned to the couch. I sat there for a long time, my head still swimming from the marijuana.
Had he liked it?  Or was this all a way of getting me back without revealing it had happened to everyone? That MUST be it.  He was off enjoying spring break somewhere and he was getting an extra chuckle out of all this.  His own private joke.
We'll see about that.  I grabbed up the clothes and dashed to my parent’s room.  I sat on there bed in front of the long mirror and slowly rolled the stockings up.  I fastened the garter belt into place and attached the stockings.  Then the skirt, as I slid it up, it hugged my hips and flared at the bottoms, but the sensation of things sliding against the nylon was spine tingling.  I fastened the little black shoes pulled on the top and wig.  I actually caught myself thinking, "where's my bra?".  Geez, what the hell?  I adjusted myself in the mirror and giggled.  I strutted through the house.  If the asshole was going to be a jerk, I was going to take his gifts and then tell him I tossed the stuff after i read his note.  After all, he had seen me from the webcam.  He knew what I'd already done.  I twirled and generally just enjoyed the feel of the fabrics and how CUTE I was, and I was CUTE!
I wondered out to the garage and this time smoked the whole joint.  My head swirled with sensation and emotion.  I re-entered the house with a feeling of warmth and euphoria.  I’d heard pot made you paranoid, but I felt the opposite.  Even with what I knew I still felt secretive and safe.  I swished my ass absent mindedly, the clothes REALLY made me feel feminine.  I felt amazing.  As I came into the living room my eyes fell to my dildo and lube.  MY DILDO.  I repeated the words.  The dildo that had  reminded me of David.
He had done it on purpose.  He had chosen one HIS SIZE just to drill the point home.  I snickered at my own mental pun.  I sat down on the floor and grabbed the dildo at the base and sat it on the chair holding it firm.
"why David," I said in my girlish voice," your cock is so big!  I'm not sure if it'll fit!"  I giggled and slid my tongue on it.  I giggled again and slowly lowered my head down on it taking 4 inches in my mouth.
"mmmmm" a slight sweet taste was on it.  I hadn't cleaned the lube very well!  I was a little worried about it's cleanliness, but the desire building in me and the sweet on my tongue took over, I grabbed the lube bottle and squirted a little on the head, and licked it clean.
":Why David your cum is so tasty!" I said girlishly again as I smacked my lips.  I squirted a copious amount onto it and slid my mouth down, it was surprisingly easy and SUPER tasty!   I worked it in and out of my mouth, on my knees, sucking cock.  I became so lost it took me a minute to notice my hips were bouncing and grinding of their own volition.  I pilled the dildo from my mouth and lay the head at my hole, I bent to all fours, reached around and sunk it into me.
"uhhhhhhhaaaahhh!" I groaned. 
 It fit so much better this time, but I was still sore from before.  I moved slower this time.  I sunk it in and  out slowly, twisting it, feeling every vein, every inch. In and out it sunk to it's full length as I dropped my face to the floor and picked up pace.  The pain fleeing into a sensation of bliss.  Harder and harder I began slamming the dildo, stretching and swelling as i fucked myself into a frenzy.  "OH GOD!"  I screamed as I spurted onto the floor!  My hand rested on the rubber cock keeping it in as I lay there face against the floor, and ass in the air.  The warm tingling sensation of the lube spreading in me.
I sat up letting the dildo plop to the floor, the cotton thong a skew and soaked from lube.   I walked to my bedroom but not before snatching up all my new things.  I dropped everything into the box and fell onto my bed.  Ragged, spent, self fucked and completely HIGH.  I must have passed out for the night...
 
When I awoke I smelled breakfast.  I forgot what I was wearing and wondered out to meet the smell.  I was so groggy I had forgotten everyone was gone, that NO ONE should be making breakfast.  The thought hit me as I reached the living room.  I stared wordlessly into the kitchen.  Standing there was my step-brother.
Wearing a UPS uniform.
He smiled as he cooked and looked at me. "Good morning SIS," he smiled, I looked down at my clothes and back at him.
"They fit.  Good.”  He said warmly “We have a busy week of free time.  Now come here and give  me a kiss."
 
TO BE CONTINUED...