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just thought I'd share
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I've been seeing a handful of BBW galleries on this sight, and it got me reminiscing about the past again. As I mentioned in my last post, I've always had this fantasy about becoming a BBW. And I just felt like delving into that a little more... just for the fun of it. I've always had a rather vivid imagination. So, back when I was in high school, I thought I'd try to take steps towards reenacting my fantasy about becoming a submissive BBW. I was a very scrawny kid, weighing less than 100 lbs my freshman year of high school, so steps had to be taken to try and turn myself into a BBW. I experimented with a variety of different things, but the one method I found myself returning to was water balloons. I went out and bought punch balloons. They were very large balloons that were attached to a rubber band. you'd would grab the rubber band and punch the balloon. the balloon would deflect, but the rubber band would bring it back to your fist, where you'd punch it again... and again. Anyways, the point was that they were very large balloons. filling the balloons with water would give me breasts that would hang down to my belly button. a third balloon would be used for the stomach, and padding, namely extra clothing, would be used to fill out the thigh areas and butt. With that done, I would then create an imaginary master. The idea was that he kidnapped me and was keeping me in a secluded room. He would watch me via video camera, and he would communicate via Intercom. That way I'd never have to interact with him (with him being imaginary and all). Then I'd create lists of humiliating and degrading things to do. I didn't want to be the one choosing what happened... it broke the illusion. So I would let a pair of dice decide my fate and I would imagine that my captor was demanding me to do whatever the die roll said via the intercom. I had a variety of possible things on that list... including candle wax play, watersports, forced exercises, enemas, anal insertions, clothes pins, diaper play, bondage, among others. One time I climbed out my bedroom window at 2 in the morning wearing just a nighty in the dead of winter. Just outside my window I gave myself an enema, and then I walked barefoot in the snow to the backyard where I then released the enema before walking back to my window and climbing back into my room... all because the dice told me to. Anyways, the primary reason I mentioned this was to say that I recently came to a realization. I realized what it was that I wanted. I wanted to become a submissive fat ass "no holes barred" fuckpig. A young, trashy, overweight pigslut who thinks of nothing but sex 24/7, who is addicted to being abused and humiliated, and who will do absolutely anything to get fucked... in any hole... as often as possible.
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Posted on : Aug 9, 2013
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