What turns me on most is not having control.

When I crossdress in public, I also give up any chance of escape.  If I go somewhere, I park a long distance away so I'll be far from where I could get away quickly.  I don't just walk into a store and right back out.  I go all the way to the back and make sure I encounter the most people.  If I think someone has figured out that I'm a crossdresser, I stay right there and give that person plenty of time to look.  I love that feeling that anything can happen and it's out of my hands.

I like people to share and repost my pictures for the same reason.  Knowing that they're going out there and I can never get them back is a wonderful feeling.  The thought of them being on permanent display on web sites I don't even know about makes me feel so good.

Although I have never done this, I would have the same reaction to being crossdressed and put on public view downtown chained to a fence.  It's the total vulnerability that I love.

So the more you can find ways to use, share and repost my pictures, the more I lose control of where they are and how many people see me in women's clothes.  It's humiliating and thrilling at the same time.