Just thought I’d give a quick update regarding my cousin.

I spent Saturday talking to my sister about it, and like many who commented or messaged me, she said the same thing…Just go for it.
So I decided to accept my cousin’s invitation and will be moving in sometime next month. Her (soon to be ex) husband moved his things out this past weekend and the divorce may not be finalized for a few months.

While my sister knows of our relationship we aren’t planning on telling anyone else. To the rest in our family as well as our friends, we are just going to tell them I’m moving in, paying rent etc.

I’ve also been asked if I’ve had any other intestinal relationships.

I’ll start off with my mother, which is pretty limited.

It was as if my sister and I had two different childhoods growing up. Neither of which were bad or anything to complain about.

During the day our father looked after us after our mother went back to work, while at nights (6PM – 9AM) our father worked and it was time spent with our mother.

At a fairly young age our mother got my sister and I use to nudity. She would either walk around in just a tshirt or completely nude. By time I turned 7 (my sister 5) we would do the same without thinking anything of it.

It wasn’t until I was 10 and discovered masturbation that I had my closest brush with incest, again nothing really happened.

It was two days after I first experienced cumming for the first time. I waited until my sister and mother went to sleep and I went into the family room. Because I was already sleeping naked and never thought of anyone waking up I never bothered to put anything on.
I grabbed the Sears catalog (which at the time had girls just a bit older than I was modeling underwear) and began.
I had that amazing feeling hit me again and a little bit of cum was starting to come out when the light switched on…it was my mother. I tossed the catalog over my penis, all the while cumming now. As she approached she asked what I was doing.

I was beat red with embarrassment as she lifted the catalog off. What I was planning on being my go to page for masturbating was ruined now.
My mother sat beside me and took the bottom of the tshirt she was wearing and wiped my penis and anywhere else on me that my cum was.

She simply said that I should do this in the bedroom or bathroom in the future.

I guess it was a week later my mother gave me a large envelope and told me to open it later in bed. When I did there were about a dozen pages, all the same. They were from a Sears catalog, all of the same girl. Looking back I guess my mother found catalogs and wanted to be sure I didn’t ruin them.

Now for my sister.

Again, nudity was never an issue…especially between myself, my sister and mother (even today it isn’t).

My sister and I were bathed together quite often as kids Being two years older however my parents figured as I got older I should have baths or showers on my own.

I guess I was 11 (she 9) when she caught me masturbating. Since we shared a room I was actually surprised it wasn’t sooner.
She came on the foot of my bed and just watched. The first time she saw this strange white stuff come out her eyes lit up.

This became a regular routine where she would just sit at the foot of my bed and watch me. Despite having my nude sister on my bed, I still used that catalog picture, though did on the rare occasion look at my sister to get off.

This continued for years, but when I was 13 (she 11) things changed. I’m not sure when but she had discovered masturbating as well. So instead of just sitting and watching me, she would sit there and masturbate as well.

This didn’t last too long mind you, as she eventually just did it on her own bed instead of coming on mine.

We would continue doing this pretty much until I moved out.

While we would on occasion sit side by side, or watch one another while laying on our beds, we never touched one another.

Which is why I’m hesitant to call this incest, but it was close enough I guess.

Maybe this is why I don't see anything wrong with being with my cousin.