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Pleasing my big
brother when I was a little girl
I had three older brothers, and so when I was growing up I
was very popular amongst the other girls who always wanted to come round to my
house to play!
Anyway, from an early age I got used to seeing cocks. We were
pretty easy going in our household, and while we were nowhere near being
“nudists” it was not uncommon for one or other of my brothers to walk back to
his room nude after a bath or shower. And when I was smaller they would see me
naked. Nothing erotic, it was just natural in our family, but I suppose as I
got a little bit older I would try to be upstairs around the time they had a
shower after football….
But things changed when I was 9 and my big brother, who was
17, called me into his bedroom one evening. He was lying on the bed in his
pyjamas, which I thought was strange because it was still early. Without much
in the way of preliminaries he called me over to the bed and took my little
hand in his much bigger one and thrust it into his pyjama trousers! As I said,
I had seen his cock a few times before, but I had never touched it. He was
already hard and so I saw, and felt, my first ever erect cock…..
He covered my hand with his and slowly moved both of our
hands up and down his shaft. Pretty soon I got the idea of what he wanted and
stood obediently at the side of his bed and stroked his stiff cock. It didn’t
take long for him to reach orgasm that first time and, as you can imagine, the
ejaculation took me by surprise. His penis was suddenly shooting this thick
white cream all over the place. At just nine years old I had no idea what this
was all about. I had seen his penis a few times but never doing this! Naturally
enough, I had tried to take my hand away as his cock started to spew his seed,
but he held my hand in place as his cock spurted and pulsed through his orgasm…..Big
brother was making all sorts of funny noises throughout and I thought I had
hurt him, but he soon calmed down and thanked me and told me I had done a good
job. Well, of course I was pleased and
flattered by my biggest brother even noticing me, let alone praising me and so
I was not at all upset by what had happened. He sent me to the bathroom for a
flannel and made me clean all the spunk (as he called it) off his pyjamas and
the bed.
Later he explained to me what we had done and I looked up
some of the words in the encyclopaedia – as you can imagine, I wasn’t going to
ask Mum or Dad about it!
Anyway, this became a ritual for us. My biggest brother, George,
liked different sorts of hand jobs and he taught me how to give him pleasure in
different ways. And I did my best to please him most days!
For example, we had lots of ordinary wank jobs when he just wanted
me to get him off quickly before I went to bed. He would lie on his bed and I
would pull and stroke and squeeze his cock pretty firmly and fast until he ejaculated
a big load all over himself. Between us we soon worked out that if I put a sock
over the end of his cock after I had got him nice and hard he could dump his
load into the sock and I would not have so much of a mess to clear up
afterwards. Of course the sock was not spunk-proof and it still dripped out, but
it made my life a lot easier and did not seem to disappoint George.
A different sort of relief came if his girlfriend had been a
cock tease when he had taken her out, he would come back with aching balls full
of spunk that he needed relieving. I would usually be asleep in bed but he
would come into my room, gently wake me up and kneel on the edge of my bed, his
red, angry looking cock already drooling pre-cum and clearly in need of some
TLC. He did not expect me to do much. I learned to make my hands into a little
tube, lubricated with the lotion I kept by my bed, and he would start to thrust
his throbbing cock rapidly back and forth as if he were fucking my hands. His girlfriend
would sometimes be a bitch and not suck him or wank him and although my little
hands were a poor substitute for a hot mouth or pussy he wanted to ejaculate with
me rather than go to bed with “blue balls”.
I would sit up on my little bed with my hands in front of my flat chest.
George would hold my hands tight on his cock as he knelt across my legs and
then start to fuck my hands. By holding them in place as he used me, he was
able to bang his cock into my artificial cunt as fast as he needed. It never took
very long when he was in this mood and if I had been careful and grabbed a special
towel I left under my bed, I would try to direct his cock on the towel as he
started to shoot out his seed.
But the times I liked best were when he knew he would have
the house to himself – our parents were often out in the evening. He would lock
his bedroom door in case one of the other boys came back early and he would
strip off completely. I would take off my clothes too, but strangely he didn’t
show much interest in my body. I was, after all, only a flat-chested 9 year old
and he just needed a target for his spunk ! He would sit on a chair with his legs
spread wide apart from me to kneel between them. I would grease up my hands
with lotion and start to slowly stroke and squeeze and play with his cock. George
taught me the best ways to play with a boy’s balls and even stroking behind his
balls near his anus (but never inside it).
This stroking and squeezing would go on for a long time. As
he got near to coming, he would stop me and cool down a little before telling
me to start again. Often he would be sitting back reading PlayBoy or something
like that as I wanked him and he would sometimes show me pictures of some girl
with big breasts and tell me the sort of girls he really liked. I wasn’t
jealous or upset. He clearly did not see me in a sexual way – I was just a
source of relief for him. Anyway after all this playing and stroking he would
eventually decide to come. He would put his magazine down and scrunch forward and
half crouch over me…. I would bring him off with the sort of pressure and speed
that I knew he liked best and when he came he came big time! My chest and legs would be COVERED in his hot
slimy sperm and sometimes it would go on my face. He had his eyes shut as he grunted
his was through his orgasm and didn’t care where it all went - as long as I had coaxed out every drop. I
would get so excited when I got covered in his semen – it felt even naughtier
than what we did most other nights J. Once he had finished spurting
he would send me to the bathroom to clean up and he would get dressed or go to
bed, depending on the time.
So most nights before I went to bed, he would go upstairs
and I would go to his room on my way to bed and wank him with my little 9 year
old’s hands. As I said, for most “routine” hand jobs I stood by the side of the
bed, but sometimes he told me to kneel next to him and lean over his groin as I
stroked him. We soon learned that it was much better if he was naked from the
waist down to make less mess and I quickly learned it was best to take a small
towel with me to catch all of his semen. I made sure that I washed the towel
every night before Mum noticed it. Looking back, I am sure that Mum (or even
Dad) must have noticed the smell of semen in his room almost all the time, but
I guess she just thought it was a horny healthy 17 year old masturbating as
normal. Certainly she never suspected that I was servicing him, I’m sure. Well,
she never said anything. This went on for about a year and by that time….. even
if he didn’t call me to his room, I would get up later in the evening and go this
room of my own free will and ask him if he wanted me to “do him”. He usually
gave me 50p for doing him, so I was making quite a lot of pocket money too J
Eventually after about a year of regular hand jobs for my
biggest brother, my next oldest brother found out what I was doing and after
that I had TWO cocks to service most nights. But funnily enough the other
brother never found out or never wanted to join in. So I would go from one room
to the other to toss off horny 16 and 17 year olds. At some point one of them
suggested I kiss the end of his cock and that became part of what I did for
them, but not a real blow job, just kissing the end with my little, inexperienced
mouth. The only other variations were when Bobby made me take of my top so he could
see if my little puffy nipples were starting to show… long before I had real
breasts. Strangely, they never wanted to touch me between my legs. But I soon
discovered that I was quite damp between my legs after doing one or other of
the cocks. More reading and a few careful questions at school taught me that
girls could masturbate too, and I was an eager self-taught student back in my
bedroom, lying on my tummy and rubbing my clitoris as I humped my hand. I must
have had little orgasms, because I seem to remember feeling good and relaxed
afterwards, but most of my memories revolve around handling erect or semi erect
cocks and watching them shoot out their loads.
These hand jobs went on until my eldest brother went off to
college at 18 and the next eldest one (Bobby) had himself a steady girlfriend.
So it was only rarely that I was called into Bobby’s bedroom to give him relief
when his girlfriend had been a bitch to him that night, or it was an evening
they weren’t seeing each other. I was happy to make my brother feel better and
he would tell me how much better I was a tossing him off than his girlfriend.
She was a nice girl and I liked seeing her. She was 15, still 5 years older
than me, so I felt very proud that I could do better with my hands than she
could! He also left home and my incestuous hand jobs came to an end. After they
had moved away, even if they came home and slept in their old rooms for a night
or two, they didn’t want or need me to attend to their needs. I even knocked quietly
on their door to see if they wanted me to do them. But that part of my life had
gone for ever.
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