Someone asked me in a forum (Boundanna.com) if I masturbate while in selvbondage) I would lie if I said I didnt try, but to me bondage is about not being able to do what you want to, and the helplessness and humiliation that comes with it.

Let me tell you about yesterday afternoon. Long story short I finished with work much earlier than expected and thought I could do a little selfbondage at my storage/office place. I was alone there and hoped that my employee who just left for home hadnt forgotten anything and would suddenly come back. He is the only one with a key beside me.

I dressed in my pink maid uniform and panties, pantyhose (that I had taken from a female coworker at my other office job the day before, left in the bathroom), high heels and my spandex hood only with mouth hole.

I tied myself up with legs spread fastened to a heavy furniture so I couldnt go anywhere and handcuffed hands behind back. I had also put my Ebony prostata vibrator up my butt and turned it on. At first I thought the buzzing felt ok and nice, but (maybe also because I had drunk at least 2 liters of water) soon after I had locked the handcuffs it became different.

I was on a madrass with a latex sheet and and soft blanket on top, so felt good and comfortable even cuffed like I was. So the challenge was now to try and get an orgasm before I knew my blatter would let go. The vibrator roughly destroyed those plans. Before I could even get near release the constant buzzing on full blatter demanded that I let go. The comfortness was released by a fight against nature which I of course lost badly. When I couldnt hold it any more I peed like never before.

I have read about prostate milking and often that would be the most humiliating thing for a man. Being kept in chastity and only milked. I think that happened to me yesterday. The constant buzzing from vibrator made me feel like needed to pee constantly, and it kind of build up to it like just before orgasm, but the nothing happened just as I was begging for release. It kept going like this for a long time (I was in bondage for about 4 hours before I got out) making it extremely unpleasant and very hard to focus on getting free.

Imagine on stomach soaked in pee after peeing 5-6 times, being tortured by the vibrator and also having to suck on the icecube (with frozen pee) with the key to the handcuffs because I had made the icecube way too big.

Finally I could bite the rest of the cube in pieces, get the keys and unlock handcuffs. But to get out of a pair of Smith & Wesson, as the police use) with hands behing back and blindfolded is not an easy thing I tell you. Took probably about half an hour before key went in and I could unlock myself.

Today has a long day at work with sore legs, arms and wrists :-)

 Oh yes, and while I was there tied up someone knocked on my door. I froze at the sound.....