My evening yesterday was curious. The energy between me and my wife has turned for the better ever since I agreed to be her submissive servant and slave. She seems to quite enjoy this dominant role, which is something new to her. And, I must admit that I have found pleasure in it as well. Maybe my pleasure comes from seeing her glowing radiance when she decides that I ought to be humiliated and dominated by her. 

After I had made her dinner and done the dishes I offered to give her a foot massage. She agreed on one condition, that I would not get aroused and make any sexual advances. Wow, that is hard but since I am a masseur it comes with the trade to keep the sexual feelings away from the therapeutic session. I don't know if it was to tease me, but she undressed and laid down on the bed, gave me the massage oil and asked me to be gentle. Focused on her feet, I couldn't help to adore her gorgeous naked body in front of me.

I told her that I really find her amazingly beautiful, that it is a pleasure to feel dominated by her and that it was painful but at the same time arousing to be spanked and whipped by her. That somehow it felt like a healing session when she lashes out her pain and frustration on me. I know that she has been abused by other men but she will not talk about it, so I suggested that maybe she could give me her pain, those thorns in her heart and soul. First she looked a little reluctant ... but after a while she smiled and said: 'OK'

She asked me to take my clothes off and lay down in the bed, as she reached for the whip I made from linseed oil treated hemp rope, I could see her smiling. At first she whipped me somewhat gently ... I said nothing though it really hurt. After a while I told her that I know that she has deep pains from what other men has done to her and asked her to please give this pain to me. She hit me really hard a few times and I  screamed in pain: ... "Yes, yes get that pain out!" Now she started to cry profusely and continued to whip me ever harder. My ass was on fire and she ever lashed out on my back.

This session lasted for maybe half an hour. I have never endured so much physical pain before. However, as she stopped I turned around with tears in my face and told that I really love her dearly. I knew I didn't need to tell her that it really hurt ... but I did say that it felt like a healing session. 

I put on my clothes and went to the kitchen to prepare her a dish of ice-cream with chocolate sauce. She smiled at me, told me that, to her big surprise, it felt good to whip me ... and that she loves me. A warm feeling came over me of deep affection for this woman. However, my ass is still on sore ... as I now write this.