Now you must remember I was not yet 12yo (I did turn 12 that summer) so I was still small..maybe 4'11", and only about 100 lbs. He could pretty much do whatever he wanted and I couldn't have stopped him. Besides,he had all those fotos of me dressed like a girl and jacking off. (I later learned there was no film in the camera, but how could I know that then?).

Uncle Edwin pulled me up to the bed, took some small cord from the suitcase and tied it around my neck,but not tight, and then tied the other end to the headboard. Then he tied both ankles to the post on the headboard,but didn't pull my legs up yet. He climbed on the bed and straddled my small chest and started slapping my face with his cock. Pretty hard,too. Then he pinched my nose so I had to open my mouth to breath. When I did, he took the head of his cock and sorta worked it into my mouth. "Suck,bitch" was all he said. I started sucking the head of his cock,which was dripping precum and making it slick. "Squeeze my nuts ,cuntface, but not too tight,or I'll cram this whole thing down your throat " he said. I took his balls in my hand and did squeeze. I wasn't doing it how he liked it,so he showed me. He had pretty low hangers, and he wanted me to grab the sack at the base of his cock and hold on there,so his actual nuts where hanging below my hand. So,I was sorta holding them like a broom handle. "Now,slowing pull me into your mouth". Well, I did pull, but it was really more of him forcing more of his cock into my mouth. "Make it pop,bitch", he said as he slapped my face. I sucked as hard as I could as he drove about half of his cock in and out of my mouth, pulling all the way out, and when he did it just naturally popped. I guess I was getting pretty good, because he stopped slapping me and calling me names, and started moving faster. I sorta made sure it did pop when he pulled out by sucking harder when I thought he was pulling out.

"Yeah, you are a natural. Now, Danny, I want you to think about how much you enjoy this. What other little sissy like you gets to have sex at your age, much less with a big man like me. Think hard about how good my cock feels in your mouth. Use your tongue on the bottom of it. Lick it while it's in your mouth. And try to get your tongue into the hole at the end..thats where all the good stuff is. I want you to tonguefuck my pisshole." Uncle Edwin told me all this and I was beginning to think this wasn't so bad. After all, he was playing with my little dick and nuts while I sucked him, and that felt real good. I think I was beginning to relax. He pulled the head out of my mouth--POP !!-- and held the head just to my lips."Tongue fuck it,baby" he said,as the thin precum dripped on my lips . Now I took his dick in my little hand and tried to stick my tongue in his cumhole. I couldn't really get much in, but it was such a big slit that the tip would go in easily,I guess about a half inch. "Oh,yeah,Darling. That's the way. I love that. Now,when you start sucking again, try to do that when it's in your mouth. I know you can do it". Then he surprised me. He moved off my chest and off the bed, but leaned down and kissed me. He forced my mouth open again by holding my nose,and when I opened my mouth,he stuck his tongue deep inside my mouth.I had heard of French kissing, and now he was doing that to me !! I think that broke a barrier of sorts, because I liked it. I started kissing back, trying to use my tongue the way he did. For a while we had a battle of the tongues, but ,naturally ,he was better at it than me. He pulled away from me after a minute or two, took the ends of the ropes that were tied to my ankles and pulled them pretty tight, so that my feet were up on the headboard,which made my ass lift off the bed. He took a pillow,put it under my butt, and then leaned back and just looked at me. He tied the cords to the headboard. Reaching into the suitcase again, he pulled out a hunting knife. My fear returned...was he going to kill me ??

He rubbed the knife along my legs and then along my cheeks "Scared, you little cunt?? Well you better be. I might decide to slice off those little balls of yours, or maybe your pathetic little dick. We'll have to see. But for know..." he said nothing else, but took the knife and sliced the sides of the panties,and jerked them off of me. Then he leaned down and started licking my asshole. And sucking my dick and balls when he wasn't eating my boipussy. He could suck my balls into his mouth with my dick in there too. And he would suck hard and sorta gently chew on my boy parts. This made my dick get harder than I think it had ever been. It felt so good. While he was doing this, he put a finger into my asshole, like he had earlier in the day. He started working it in and out, and then held it up to my mouth and forced it in. "Suck it,baby" he said. It was the first kind thing he had said to me all day. So I  sucked it. and the second one he pushed in. His sucking my dick was feeling so good,that I sucked really hard on his fingers,even going POP! when he pulled them out. With his wet fingers and my wet pussy, he started finger fucking me, first with one and then with two. Sometimes he would go back to eating my pussy, but then he would put his fingers back in. And you know what?? I liked it !! It felt like it feels when you are taking a shit and you get that good feeling. I think I started fucking back on his fingers. He went back to sucking my cock and balls, and spreading his fingers out in my hole as he continued to fingerfuck me. I said, "It feels good,Uncle Edwin. I like that"

"Then I think you're ready to get fucked,Danielle". He took a bottle out of his case,squirted it on his super stiff cock,squirted some on my asshole and worked it in with those two fingers, then put the head of his big cock up to my pussylips, and started to push."Strain like you're trying to take a big shit. It won't hurt as much"  . Hurt? It hadn't hurt so far. But it soon did. He pushed and pushed but it wouldn't go in. "Push down,you little bitch. Open up that hole. Daddy needs to fuck this pussy". Well I tried as hard as I could, but it just would not go in, and I was getting scared. But he wouldn't be denied. He kept pushing and squirting on more lotion and finally the head of his big cock popped inside my asshole...just the head.

"OH MY GOD, I'm in your pussy !! First try. Baby, you are truly special, made by God to be a pussyboy. Made to get fucked by men. And I bet you love it". No, I didn't. I hated it. It was killing me. Even more so when he tried to get more in. I started crying, but Uncle Edwin didn't like that. He slapped me on the face, and then again, but this time he was able to get a little more cock in me. And he started short stroking me, moving only about a couple of inches at a time, though it felt like more.

"Take that cock,baby. Take Daddies cock in you hot pussy !! Damn, you are so tight. I wanna dump my cum into you. "

He pumped in and out, holding his hand over my mouth to soften my screams. I think he was getting more and more into me, cause it hurt more and more. Suddenly, he tensed up and started fucking so fast that I almost didn't know where his cock was in my asshole. Then he suddenly stopped moving with his dick as deep as it could get at that point, and I felt something warm squirt into my insides. He had cum !!! He had dumped his hot cum in my boipussy. He didn't say anything, just held my legs in his hands and smiled down at me, and leaned down and tongue kissed me again, real deep.

This was my first fuck of many, by him and many other men. I truly did become a slutty,sissy boy at the age of 11. And I grew to LOVE it. 

danny