Sorry for the approximate english !

Original article (French)

First article and I begin with my main phantasy : have sex with a man.

It's a fantasy that appeared when my girlfriend makes me discover anal pleasure and I continued with my solo experiences (I come back to that later). First I started to masturbate with gay porn, before it disgusted me a little, and when I play with my ass I begin to imagine I be fucked by a men. Am I a little bi ? Maybe...

I don't like mens body outside sexual context. It never happened to me to say to myself in the street or in a movie that a man is good looking or something like that. As I don't like men's faces. However in a sexual context (movies, photos, stories) their bodies excite me. And see two mens of more together I find it beautiful.

Thus the flat chested, the ass and mainly a beautiful hard cock makes me a fantastic impression. Paradoxically what I love the most in women is their wonderful curves.

What I would like is kiss these lips from the same sex as me, caress, kiss, stick me against this hard and firm body, flat and changing from the soft shape of a woman. Taste his skin between the body hair. Caress and knead his ass and his anus, fingering it.

I like rimjobs, either give or receive. I love lick a  the pretty little hole of my girlfriend, so it's natural that I would venture my tongue in a man ass.

But what excites me the most in man is his cock. I find the male sex beautiful, either mine or other. I would like caress a dick in erection, rub my cock against his cock, take it in mouth, lick his balls, drink his pre-cum fluid, stick his big bock deep in my mouth. The fellatio is clearly the principal element of this phantasy. I would love have a nice big cock in my mouth and suck it, eat it, until it cum in my mouth or covered my face with white and viscous liquid.

Of course, this phantasy goes with the sodomy. I already love anal pleasure it's natural that I would love to have my ass fucked hard by a dick, a real one. So much the desire to have a real cock in me than the pleasure given by the position of submission that excite me. Get fingered the feel a big dick come and go in me, spread my asshole and pouring in me... Just talking about it tantalizes me. Of course I would sodomise the other, give and take !