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I try to remind myself that this is both cautionary and advisory! (I've been on this road for 50 years) Most of these steps are true, some are informed conjecture...
Step 1 I become aware of my penis.
Step 2 I discover masturbation.
Step 3 I learn the rules of self pleasure: sanctions, evil, banned.
Step 4 I continue anyway.
Step 5 I experience the thrill of public exposure.
Step 6 Caution and stimulation - a habit is formed.
Step 7 Risk / Reward. Bolder and more frequent exposure. I embrace exhibionist aberrant behavior.
Step 8 Pleasure overcomes common sense. Habit becomes addiction.
Step 9 Porn rules! Exhibitionism on the web - I expose myself to a world-wide audience.
Step 10 I push the limits in search of pleasure - loss of caution - addiction consumes me.
Step 11 Caught in the act - my penis betrays me.
Step 12 Condemnation, incarceration, humiliation.
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