Hey, don't know who's reading this I suppose I just write down my thoughts? 

 Okay so recently I've been fantasising  about being paid to have sex with men, I just imagine a guy driving up to my house and knocking on the door and asking "are you the whore?" Then taking me to some remote place in his car and pulling over in some field or something and shoving money down my panties making me go to my knees and sucking his cock then when he's ready he gives me some more money I put it all away in my pockets before he pulls my pants down bend me over the hood of his car and fucking me however he wants because he's paid for it, and then cumming deep in my ass or on my face and making me leave it on whilst he drives me home and dumps me outside my house humiliated and sore then having to clean my self up in the shower before the next guy shows up.