It's been just over 6 months now and no signs of slowing down yet. I am loving IF! I only wish there were more hours in a day to correspond, post, and surf all the great galleries you folks are posting. Sometimes I can hardly focus.

IF members have been a great inspiration to not only explore some of things I already have interest in, but to start pushing limits. And while I don't wish to create some identity in the so-called real world based on these things IF allows me to explore the real me.

Upon becoming a member I had previously worn panties and crossdressed a little bit. There were some things that I 'accidentally' acquired through various means- totally legal and innocent. I didn't really seek them out at all but explored a little bit. I really liked it and had fun but it never became a regular thing. There were two different occasions that I had built up a nice little collection but had to discard due to fear and normal life stuff.

Just prior to joning IF, I had acquired four pairs of panties. I had been to IF before and surfed, probably a couple years or more prior and ended up here again one night. That's when it hit me, that I should go ahead and make an account and post pics of myself. I was really nervous and had no idea of the proverbial Pandora's Box I was opening haha.

Exhibitionism, voyeurism, crossdressing, dirty chat, and exploring my queerness has been great. But it's not only the sex that inspires me. The private conversations, some intimate, some educational, and some that are just plain fun are just as exciting to me. The sexy comments are great but the interactions, even if slight are just as much a part of this to me. I could surf porn for years without ever interacting with someone, right?

So thanks go out to many of you, for you've been a part of me exploring some of my deepest desires that I would have kept repressed, possibly forever. I know some folks are really comfortable with being who they are and I commend you. It's inspiring to say the least and I am often amazed by the courage some people show in today's society(we've come far in certain ways but let's not kid ourselves, it is still a fearful and violent world overall). Years ago, a friend of mine began transitioning from male to female, in his 50's!. I asked her about it and she said she had always felt this way, but wasn't able to admit it until she was literally sitting one night with a gun in her mouth, ready to pull the trigger. Long-term friends of ours shunned and despised her. But there were friends who were supportive too, and she was finally able to begin the process. (Not trying to be heavy, just real)

Thanks to many of you I went from having four panties, acquired with no risk, to being able to go into numerous places and buy things such as pantyhose and thigh highs, more panties, skirts, lingerie and blouses, and even a pair of heels. I recently fully crossdressed outside, albeit remote, and masturbated and took pics. I was able to open up to a lover who completely accepts this part of me and encourages me to explore as much as I need.

Feel free to comment, ask questions, or just start up a conversation. If you do, I'll do my best to respond in a timely and thought out manner. If you made it this far, I hope it at least makes you think.

IF is awesome! Cheers!

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