When it comes to messages, right after guys telling me how much they enjoy using a dirty little cock slut like me, the most common subject is regarding my love of white cock, and when it began.

So I'll share a little bit about that topic. When I was younger, I dated Asian guys, although I always found white guys attractive. But I think I also found them a little intimidating for some reason. I was also a bit awkward, both socially and physically. By the time I was graduating high school, I felt a little more comfortable with myself. My braces were off, I was wearing contacts, and my skin was clearing up. I also had a friend of mine that had decided I would be her personal "project" with fashion and style.

My boyfriend and I ended up attending different colleges. Things were OK for a while, but maintaining a long distance relationship is always challenging. When midterms hit, I was feeling pretty stressed out and my friend Kelly convinced me to go out with her to a party. You can probably see where this story is going.

About an hour after we got there, I saw my friend heading upstairs with two guys. Meanwhile I was being handed drink after drink. I was reluctant at first, but after the first one I felt a little less stressed out so I accepted more. I'm not going to use being drunk as an excuse for my actions that night. I still knew what I was doing, but I guess I was in a more agreeable mood.

Anyway I ended up being taken upstairs as well. We ended up in the room right next to the one my friend had gone into. I could hear her yelling "fuck me! fuck me!" over and over again which was really shocking. I could hear the two guys in the room with her laughing but couldn't tell what they were saying.

The guy I was with told me not to worry about her. We ended up making out for a little bit and then his hands went down under my dress and started to play with my pussy. It was pretty obvious he had done that many times. His fingers were amazing and he commented on how wet I was. He told me "I wanna fuck you so bad" and commented that it must be true that asian girls are really eager for some white dick.

I got angry and told him that was an offensive thing to say. He just laughed and told me again how wet my pussy was, and that I wasn't stopping him from playing with my pussy. He also reminded me that Kelly was in the next room getting banged by two white dicks right now. I told him that I had a boyfriend and I wanted to leave. He just told me to relax and that the guys in the next room weren't done with Kelly anyway. He told me not to be embarassed. He'd been with a lot of incoming Asian girls, and most of them had boyfriends too. He wouldn't judge me. He just wanted to fuck me and he told me I was going to love it.

It will probably not come as a big shock to anybody that's read my profile, but I eventually found myself on my knees, taking his big white dick in my mouth. I think he especially enjoyed the way I stroked his cock before sucking it. I was fascinated by it. Just the thickness of it. I was almost mesmerized since I'd never seen a white dick with my own eyes like that, and it was a lot bigger than my boyfriend's. In fact it was larger than any of my previous asian boyfriend's dicks. Right away, I loved his cock.

It wasn't just his size that I loved. He was strong and confident in a way I found really attractive. He wasn't timid or hesitant in anything he did that night. When he was ready to fuck me, he simply pulled me up and tossed me onto the bed before pushing his fat cock into me from behind. I had never felt so sexually satisfied as I did that night. Eventually he pulled out and pushed me back down to my knees so he could cum on my face. I remember opening wide and feeling his warm cum splash into my mouth. And he shot more on my cheek and forehead, and some onto my breasts. He thanked me for the fuck and then left the room without another word. But I didn't care. I was still on a high from the best fuck I'd ever had.

That was the start of my love affair with big white cock.